Chapter 1
Jazzelene's POV
"Jazz ano ba!?" My bestfriend amy shouted while taking the bottle of wine off my hand.
I stoped her and continued drinking. I don't really care anymore. My mind is blank and all i can think of is devon. He was my ex boyfriend. We used to be on the same classroom. We started off as friends and started developing feelings for each other, or that's what i thought.
My older sister raine was right. I should have listened. That guy was complete bullshit.
Devon dumped me after a year of dating. He confessed that i was just a bet and I wasn't really all that. I couldn't believed it. After all the time we spent together, all the complements were all fake. I should have noticed.
"Jazz madami pang lalaki jan! Hindi lang si devon" amy tried to cheer me up. I looked at her with complete disappointment.
"Hindi ko na uulitin mag paka tanga dahil sa isang lalaki." I said bitterly. At this point i was completely drunk. I think i really need a break from all this relationship stuff. I'm really not ready to date again.
"Believe me jazz, you just need to wait for the right person" sabi ni amy.
I stayed silent while admiring the stars in the sky. The right person?
"Hindi na,an lahat ng lalaki ay katulad ni devojn, diba. Maybe there's a guy that will truly love you.?" She smiled innocently trying to lighten things up.
"I don't wanna assume anything anymore, amy. I'm tired of this." I said while drinking from the bottle of wine.
"I don't lose hope, just wait for the guy that will make you feel special and happy again." Amy was trying to be positive with the situation but I don't wanna listen. I was just so angry and sad at the same time. Arghh! Even though my emotions are exploding inside my head i just kept quiet.
"Kung meron mang ganon hindi sya para saakin..." I said with a drunk but serious tone.
"Bakit naman jazz? Maganda ka naman at mabait." I laughed.
I drank from the bottle once ,ore before amy came and snatched it from my hands.
"Huy ano ba!? Nakakadami kana!" Sigaw saakin ni amy pero hindi ko sya pinansin.
"Ang unfair ng mundo non?" Tumingin ako sa langit.
"HAHA" tawa ko.
"Ang mundo parang fairy tale....meron pinanganak na princess at meron din kontrabida."
"Hindi naman makukumpleto ang fairy tale ng walang kontrabida diba?" Lasing na tanong ko kay amy pero mukhang wala syang balak sumagot.
"May pinanganak para maging masaya, meron din naman pinanganak na kotrabida lang sa istorya nila" uminom ulit ako habang tinititigan ang langit. I heard amy trying to hold her giggles.
Amy was laughing at me. I was talking nonsense. I couldn't blame myself, i was so drunk.
"Im really sorry just but... HAHAHAH! Jazz it's just one breakup. Quit being a sad girl." And with that She laughed and threw the bottle of wine.
She pulled out her phone and started recording my drama. "Don't mind me I'm saving this for future purposes, go on continue." I knew I would regret saying all this the next day but i just couldn't help it. Ganto ba talaga yung nag paka tanga sa pag ibig?
"Katulad ng mga superhero hindi naman mabubuo kwento nila ng walang masamang tao...pero para saakin mas kampi ako sa mga masasamang tao.." I continued, i said things that were really cringe.
"Gusto lang nilang sumaya gusto lang nilang takpan ang sakit..pero anong ginagawa ng superhero?"
"Pinipigilan lang nila ang mga bad guys...palibhasa kase hindi nila alam yung pinagdaaana ng mga bad guys.." tumawa ako.
"Wow, so now you're lecturing us about stupid heroes?" I heard a familiar voice coming closer.
It was layla, she was my friend who also came to comfort, but instead of comforting me they just both made fun of me. This pissed me off indirectly.
"Pain changes people... kase yung mga superhero pinanganak ng nasa taas na agad ehh....pero ang mga bad guys hindi manlang naranasan makaakyat sa taas...hindi naman nila ginusto mapunta sa sitwasyon nila diba? Gusto lang nilang maranasan yung pakiramdan ng nasa taas ka...kaso kahit gawin nila yon pipigilan naman sila ng superhero at sila pa ang magiging masama. Ang unfair ng mundo non?" Hindi ko alam kung saan ko nakukuha yan mga salita nayan.
"Wtf?! Jazz dami mong na inom, what are you even saying?!" This time layla seems concerned.
"Shush, papunta palang tayo sa exciting part." I heard amy whispered to layla's ear and continued recording. God, they were gonna make fun of me nonstop for this. They prolly gonna use the video to blackmail me too. What a bunch of assholes
Layla gave her a soft punch signaling her to stop it and it was not the right time.
"Jazz, why don't you just believe that true love is true? Just wait...." Amy stopped recording and immediate went to hero mode again.
"If true love was really real.... maybe its not meant for everyone." I said
"What do you mean by that?" Layla asked.
"If love was real then why are there still people struggling? Why aren't my parents together then?!" I shouted while tears were falling from my eyes.
"Oh, jazz..." my friends were speechless and didn't know how to comfort me. This has been an issue since forever. I just want my happy life back.
"Come on jazz. Let me take you home." Amy offered. As they were trying to help me walk my eyes were getting blurry and i had trouble walking. Then i suddenly fell to the floor.
"Jazz are you okay?" "Can you walk?" "Jazz answer us." "Jazzelene, are you alright?!" All these questions keeps floating in my mind. I just couldn't understand what they were saying. I was getting dizzier and dizzier by the moment and then... Blank.
Hindi nag tagal hinimitay na ako.
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I cringe so much!!! Hope you guys still read it tho.
