Hope | Yoonseok

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"Some people are so much sunshine to the square inch."     

Walt Whitman

-

Yoongi had finally managed to get the water out of his lungs before he stared at himself in the mirror.

Pathetic, is what he thought when he looked at himself. He should've never told Hoseok how he felt. Nobody would love him again, just like how he had predicted. Yoongi should've listened.

-

Hoseok sat on the couch, waiting for Yoongi to return from the bathroom. His phone pinged, indicating someone texted him.

Jimin🐥💞

And????

And what?🤔

Hobi😐
Did you try something yet?

No😁

....
You can't do shit can you?
FUCKING DO SOMETHING.

No❤

HOSEOK.

BYE~~~🤩💞🌈

-

The door from the bathroom opened, Hoseok quickly put his phone away and turned to Yoongi. "Are you feeling better?" Yoongi nodded, sitting on the exact opposite side of the couch. "Want to play Just Dance?"

"No thank you."

"You like basketball right? We can go to the field!"

"I'm good." Hoseok's shoulders dropped, looking at Yoongi with disappointment. "Is this about what happened at the party?"

"Just-" Yoongi sighed, rubbing his hand through his hair. "Just forget about it okay? Forget I said anything." Hoseok scooted closer to Yoongi. "Why?"

"Why what?" Hoseok looked at Yoongi in the eye. "Why do you like me?"

"Because you're you. You're caring and... funny and have the most beautiful smile- Why are you letting me embarrass myself right now- fuck." Hoseok bit his lip before pulling Yoongi into a hug. "Thank you."

"For what?"

"For seeing something in me." Yoongi put his head on Hoseok's shoulder and wrapped his arms around him. "You don't have to thank me for that."

"I don't want to pretend it didn't happen. But I don't want it to affect what we have right now." Hoseok whispered, Yoongi sighed and grabbed onto Hoseok's shoulders. "I understand."

-

"I'm disowning you." Jimin raised his hand at Hoseok and faced away from him. Hoseok turned to Seokjin who was sitting in his Willy Wonka coat. "Why are you wearing that?" Hoseok laughed, he looked absolutely ridiculous. "No reason." Seokjin folded his legs and sat as sassily as he could. The bus came to a halt, both Namjoon and Jungkook stepping on. Namjoon went to sit next to Jimin while Jungkook sat next to the boy who he had left the bus with a few days prior.

"I can smell love in the air." Jimin sniffed before quickly covering his nose. "That was a mistake, it stinks in here."

"Talking about love, how are you and that senior doing?" Namjoon asked. Jimin rolled his eyes and folded his arms. "Just the typical straight dude wanting to try being gay. I don't know why it doesn't ring a bell to them that being gay isn't something you can choose."

"Bummer, you two looked cute together." Seokjin reached over to pat Jimin's shoulder. Jimin dramatically stomped on the ground. "I know! Stupid hets. Always using me for my body to 'figure things out' I want to smack him in his beautiful face!"

"Aaannnd he's not over it." Seokjin laughed, knowing Jimin's routine of involving himself with boys, getting let down and then still clinging onto them. "Stop judging me Seokjin."

"Nah, I quite like it." Jimin went in for a neck slice, Seokjin quickly hid behind Hoseok. "Using Hobi against me, no fair. I could never hurt my HobiHobi." Hoseok laughed, going in relax mode while Jimin was giving him a shoulder massage.

-

Taehyung sat down at the table before raising his brow at Seokjin. "Why is he wearing that?" Jimin didn't even look up while eating and just shrugged. Namjoon seemed a happier person now that Seokjin was no longer acting like he was his second half. "You seem happy." Taehyung smiled and Namjoon smiled in return. "I am happy!" Yoongi and Hoseok quickly joined the table, both of them laughing. "Wow! Everyone seems happy today!" Jimin looked up and saw all the smiling faces, immediately smiling himself.

A plate got dropped on the table, everyone's gaze immediately snapped towards it. Jungkook stood at the table, the biggest frown on his face with the biggest bags under his eyes. "For someone who has a free hour after this you seem very grumpy." Jimin scooted away from Jungkook. "I am grumpy." Jungkook snapped, looking up at Seokjin in his Willy Wonka coat. "...Are you making fun of me?"

Seokjin stood up his hands on the table and his brows furrowed. "And what if I was?"

"God, you're so fucking stupid. You can't take anything seriously!"

"Says you! Pipe the fuck down Jungkook." Namjoon reached out and covered Hoseok's ears, Jimin doing the same for Taehyung. Yoongi cleared his throat and scooted his chair further back, scratching the back of his head.

Jungkook sneered before glaring Seokjin down a little more. "I have to pipe down? You need to know your boundaries. This isn't funny."

"I don't need your attitude right now. Speak to me like an adult or shut the fuck up." Jungkook smacked his hand on the table, everyone jumping back while Seokjin stood his ground. The commotion had also drawn the attention from the students around them. "Fuck you."

"Oh, very mature of you. You're still a child." Jungkook stormed away to the right while Seokjin did the same to the left. The rest sitting in silence, exchanging glances with each other.