Hope | Yoonseok

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“Every time you are tempted to react in the same old way, ask if you want to be a prisoner of the past or a pioneer of the future.”

Deepak Chopra

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Seokjin walked back into his home, spotting an anxious Hoseok sitting on the couch. Seokjin sprinted up towards Hoseok's room, rummaging through his drawers before running back down. "Hobi." Hoseok looked up, getting embarrassed that he got caught picking at his skin.

Seokjin extended the stim toy towards Hoseok. "That's what these are for." He took it from Seokjin, giving the boy an apologetic smile. "Hobi don't feel sorry. You still need to get used to it."

"I know I just-"

"It's okay to fail, as long as you just stand up and try again." Hoseok let out a sigh, he felt so grateful to have such amazing people in his life. "I do want you to know that-"

"...Jungkook's coming over isn't he?"

"...Yes and I might've told him about the toys and he might be bringing even more along with him... You know, the ones that didn't work for his brother but might for you?" Hoseok looked up at Seokjin, trying hard to conceal his glare. "I'm sorry! It slipped!"

Right on that note, the doorbell rang. "That must be him." Seokjin went over to the door and opened it. Jungkook stood behind it with a bag slung around his shoulder. "Hi babe." He smiled, wrapping his arm around Seokjin's waist and leaning in for a kiss. "Hoseok's here." Seokjin announced, snaking out of Jungkook's hold. "...So I can't kiss my boyfriend?" Seokjin gave him a look before turning back to Hoseok. "Just check them out Hobi, if there is someone that isn't judgemental of this it's Kook."

"Oh yeah please, I grew up seeing my brother use these. It's normal to me." Jungkook sat down, putting the bag on his lap. "I think I might have a few you'll like Hobi." Hoseok squeezed harshly in his stress ball that Seokjin had handed him prior. He wasn't too keen on Jungkook knowing. If Seokjin let it slip to him, who says he won't it slip to their friends, classmates, strangers.

"...Hobi you broke your stressball." Seokjin spoke up, getting Hoseok out of his thoughts. The boy looked down at his hand where now a smushed stressball is sticking to his fingers.

"...Yeah that's what you get with the cheap stuff." Jungkook looked at it before he emptied his bag on the table. "See what stands out for you Hobi."

"I can't accept th-"

"Yes you can." Seokjin interrupted him, Hoseok was being too nice and too nervous. Hoseok gave Seokjin a helpless look before he gave up and looked at the toys anyway.

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"Well at least he chose a few." Jungkook was sprawled out on Seokjin's bed while Seokjin himself sat on the edge. Hoseok had left to meet up with Yoongi a few hours ago. After choosing a total of 3 toys, eventhough Jungkook had brought over 15.

"I just.. I thought this could help him, that it would make him happy and he just... tried deflecting it."

"Jinnie, he's used to do it on his own... He is still getting used to people knowing and caring. Give him some time." Seokjin looked back at Jungkook with disbelief. "What?" Jungkook questioned.

"...Since when are you capable of saying smart things?"

"I'm not dumb!"

"...Well no, but you tend to say things that imply that you are-"

"...Is it too much to ask to just have a lovey dovey boyfriend for once?" Seokjin pursed his lips and nodded. "It sure is." Jungkook grabbed Seokjin by his wrist, yanking the boy onto the bed. "I'm not a ragdoll that you can yank around Jungk-" Jungkook cuddled up against Seokjin's chest, breathing in his boyfriend's scent. "I love you." He muttered under his breath. Seokjin carefully stroked his fingers through Jungkook's hair. Both of their breathing slowed down in this peaceful moment. "I love you too."

"See? I can have a lovey dovey boyfriend." Seokjin narrowed his eyes, smacking the back of Jungkook's neck. "Ow!" The boy sat back up, glaring Seokjin down. "Be lovey dovey."

"Make me."

Jungkook grabbed Seokjin's arms, wrapping it around his own waist and plopping down on top of him. "Okay, there, I made you." Jungkook closed his eyes clutching his hands onto Seokjin's waist. He just layed there, all relaxed in his boyfriend's arms... Hearing his heartbeat and even the god damn stomach noises of his boyfriend's untamable hunger.

"...I expected this to become hot and heavy and not a... toddler nap time."

"Shhhh." Jungkook raised his finger up to Seokjin's mouth, however his eyes remained closed. "...Can I at least get a kiss?"

"No, Hoseok's home."

"No he's no-"

"Ssshhh. Hoseok's home."