A Love from the Past

Chapter 26

Sehuns POV

"Mom? Where's Jungkook?"

The only word remained and it's continuously playing in my f*cking head! "F*ck!*" I cussed inside my case as I hit the steering wheel. It hurts so much! I didn't expect to be hurt like this. She's asking for another man, were in fact I'm her man! I'm her boyfriend. Her boyfriend that she can't remember! How ironic! Who's f*cking Jungkook is? Is he really that important to her to be remembered by her than me? Yes! I'm f*cking jealous and hurt right now!...

Early in the morning I fixed my self and drove off to the hospital to visit again my Lisa. Yes! She's mine! Last night I drink and drunk, I don't know why but that's the only things I can do to lessen and eased the pain I'm feeling inside. I was dumbfounded last night but Jennie's word hit me hard.

"She can't remember! D'you  know what it feels? You all don't!" I cried then sipped at the bottom of the beer. "Se! Stop it!" Suho tried to stop me "Hun, understand her" Kai talked to me "I always do.. but it's just f*cking..sh*t!"  I cussed.. "she can't remember me? Why?!" "Sehun calm down! I know it hurts.. yeah she can't remember you and she can't remember us fully too.. we're standing on the same ground here! Do you think that she will be happy if she know that you're here drinking and looks like a mess right now? Noo!.. All she can remember right now is her past life, where.. where we doesn't exist.." I saw Jennie fell a tear.. I know I look so devastated right now. I'm sitting on the floor as I leaned my head in the sofa. I chuckled bitterly. Yeah.. in her past life we, I didn't exist, but I will make her remember her memories with me, and if she still don't remember in the process, still it's okay we will just gonna make new memories together.

I opened the door of the hospital room where Lisa is in. She's sleeping peacefully and that sight makes my heart melt. Her parents are out I saw them when I'm heading in here they're going to buy lunch. They even told me to take care of Lisa while they're not around. Of course I willingly oblige. I put the fruits I bought earlier in the table and it cause a sound and she wake up.

"Oh hi, sorry I wake you up love" I smiled at her. Her forehead creased. "I'm sorry Mr but I think you entered the wrong room?" She said hesitantly. She even gave an awkward smile to me. I chuckled. "Of course not, I'm not mistaken. You probably don't remember me, yet. But I'm your boyfriend." I confidently told her. She raised a brow.. "wait.. I remember you" my body stiffened, she act like remembering something. Oh please don't give me false hope love. "Do you remember me now?" I asked her hoping.. I'm thinking if she's doing a trick, I know Lisa is not good in playing games but if she's pulling a trick right now, I swear.

"Yeah, I remember you.. your Se..Sehun right? One of my friends? I'm sorry I have PTA" she apologized to me like she felt bad about her condition. Ouch. I'm just now one of her friends. Yeah the doctor said she has a Post Traumatic Amnesia, cause by the accident. That memory flashed up in my head again, and it makes my body tense and make my heart aches again. "Yeah your sick that's why I'm here to take good care for you" I pushed a smile. "No, I'm not sick it's just that I can't remember" she said. "Do you want apple or orange?" I asked her " apple, thanks" and then she had a bite on it. I just nod.

"You said your my boyfriend earlier? Please stop puling jokes like that, if my boyfriend Kookie heard you, he will just get jealous again" she even pouted upon saying that. "But I'm your b-" "Stop!" She cut me off immediately. "I don't want to hear it again, I love Jungkook and I don't want to have any problem again with him, please" now her big eyes are now talking to me, I slowly nodded.. it hurts like hell, I swallowed hard and turn my back at her and wipe my tears. 

Lisa's condition is getting better and better but she didn't remember yet, Everytime that her head aches because of her PTA, I feel like I'm in pain too, the pain that I'm feeling is doubled. Her mom and dad talks to me earlier that they will bring Lisa to Thailand as soon as the papers is settled and also to for Lisa's treatment and medication. I already agreed to them because why not it's for Lisa's health. And besides I don't have the right to say no. Today and for the next day or weeks I will just make her happy and  treasure the moments with her. I will make her smile and we will make this remaining time of us memorable.

She said she want to breath a fresh air, so I bring her to the hospital's park. Good thing that her doctor allows her to go outside without dextrose since her health is now improving. Maybe the next day she can do house medication but of course with the supervision of the doctors.

"Hmm, fresh air" she breath in with a smile on her face. "D'you like it?" I asked her while I'm pushing her wheelchair. "Yeah. I love it" she replied "I love you" I uttered. She paused for a while but I saw her smile.
"Se?" She look up me then she look down. "I'm sorry that I can't remember you, this past few days I'm figuring something..." She said while playing her hands " Ahmm. Thanks for taking good care for me, your always they're since ...since I wake up. I. I really appreciate it.."  then she bit her lips. "Lis," I swatted infront of her to level my height with her since she's seating. "Lis, look at me" she refused to look back. " Love?" I called again. She snap back, shock from what I called her. "Don't mind it okay, all I do is for you remember that, okay" I told her and kiss her on her forehead. "Want more?" I teased. She look at me with wide eyes, though she had a wide eyes..hehe.. if she knows and read what I thought she will gonna punch my abs.. yeah my abs.. "Ouch!" I uttered slightly pain. Well I'm acting like I'm hurt..hehe..but I'm hurt emotionally. "Why did you punch my abs?" I complained "abs? Where?" She asked and grinned. Oh now she has the guts to teased me huh. "Oh poor Lisa, that's now your tactics and strategy to see and feast my abs huh?" I teased more. "Ah huh.. you have a thick face." She rolled her eyes.

"WELCOME HOME!!" A greetings and  a loud pop of confetti welcome us. They shouted as soon as Lisa enters the door. "Oh my God!" She said while covering her mouth, overwhelmed. Jennie and Jisoo both handing the banner with welcome home Lisa written on it. Rosé is in the cake with candles on. "Welcome home Lisa, welcome, welcome welcome home Lisa, welcome home Lisa" we sang with happy birthday tone, Chanyeol plays the guitar, Xiumin waving the empty confetti that he popped just a while ago, D.O, Lay, Luhan, Tao and Kris with balloons, funny that D.O with balloons in his hands but still poker face, his cute actually , Kai, Beakyun, Chen and eomma Suho with gifts, Suho has the biggest gifts among of them. They all wear party hats with Lisa's meme face..funny.. Her parents are also present they're just watching us in the table, Lisa's dad who is a great chef prepared all her favorites and we helped them too for the preparation earlier. "Uwu, thank you" Lisa said almost crying, "now make a wish!" Chaeng brought up the cake. We all glared at Chaeng when we notice that the candle is slightly bitten, and the icing in the bottom part of the cake is missing, "Chaeng?" Lisa still glaring. "Oh the candle is not edible" she said casually. "And the icing?" The boys asked her more on accusing. "Relax! I just tasted it okay?" She said. "Now wish!" She told Lisa that is now laughing, we all laughed too.  Lisa close her eyes and lean closer to the cake, and then she blow. "Yey! Let's eat!" Rosé uttered. Haha this girl. Then we all settled down to the table and eat.

"Hi everyone, I just want to say thank  you to all of you, to all your efforts and for taking good care for me, ahmm.  I may not remember you all clearly because of what happened, but my heart is telling me that your such a good friend, I'm here in front of you speaking to... To.. to tell you that.. ahm" now Lisa stuttered and pushing her tears back on but still the more she holds Bach the more she cries. "To tell you that I'm leaving soon, I'll go to Thailand, my home, to continue my medications there". She smiled "I will miss you all.. you can still visit me there right?" She even fake a laugh. We are all now sad, Cheang, and Jennie crying too, Jisoo starts to wipe Lisa's tear and hug her. "Yeah we will visit you there" then she smiled for assurance. The boys are holding their tears too, they're remain calm and act cool right now but deep inside they're emotional too. Me standing here beside her because that's what I want to do to stand beside her always, to let her know that it's okay to fall back because I'm always there to lean on and will walk beside her.

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