A few weeks later Fazer is sitting in the living room watching the kids play on the floor when Tulisa walks in. "Its negative." She says sitting beside him. "Oh well. We could always try again in a year or so when we've got a bigger house and stuff." He replies putting his arm around her. "I suppose so." She says sighing. "What's wrong?" He asks. "I don't know I guess I was getting used to the fact I might be pregnant again and I guess in a way I wanted to be pregnant again." She replies. "Lets just give it a few months till we found a new house then we can try again if that's what you want?" Fazer says. Tulisa nods her head. "Yeah that sounds good." She replies. "So we taking the kids to see santa today?" He asks. "Yeah, going to see santa then dropping them off at your mum's so we can do some more Christmas shopping." She replies. "Okay, well kids are fed and dressed so why don't you go upstairs and get dressed then I'll go." Fazer says. "Okay." Tulisa says and goes upstairs. She comes back down about half an hour later in black skinny jeans and a white vest top. "Right, you go get ready. I'll sort the kids into their buggies." She says. Fazer nods his head and walks upstairs to get dressed. About 15 minutes later Fazer's dressed and the kids are strapped into their buggies. They leave to go for the bus into town.
About 10 minutes later Tulisa and Fazer are sitting on the bus. Tulisa has folded up the buggy and has Lucas sitting on her knee. Fazer has the couble buggy in the pram area and is sitting beside it. A few stops after they get on Tulisa's friend Mercedes gets on. She smiles at Tulisa then sits down beside her. "Hello." She says. "Hey!" Tulisa replies. "How is being a mummy! I've not seen you since they were tiny, they're getting so big." Mercedes asks. "Its good, its really good actually. I know, they're one now." Tulisa replies. "Oh wow. So how are they?" Mercedes asks. "They're good. Little monsters but they're good." Tulisa replies. "They are absolutely adorable." Mercedes says as Lucas starts struggling in Tulisa's arms. "Dadddy!" He screams. "Lucas, shh." Tulisa says. Fazer puts his arms out and Tulisa passes Lucas to him. Mercedes and Tulisa sit talking a few minutes. "Mummy!" Peyton cries. "Hey sweetie whats wrong?" Tulisa asks. "Up. Up. Up." She cries. "Faze unstrap her please." Tulisa says. Fazer unstraps her and Tulisa bends over and lifts her up sitting her in her knee. "What's wrong with you misses." She asks looking down at Peyton. Peyton cuddles into her and closes her eyes. "Aww, are you tired muffin." Tulisa says holding Peyton close to her. "She's adorable T." Mercedes says. "Thanks." Tulisa replies smiling. After a few more minutes of talking Tulisa stands up. "Well this is our stop." She says. "Oh, well we should meet up some time, I miss you being around." Mercedes replies. "Yeah we should. You've got my number just gimme a call and we'll arrange things yeah." She says. "Yeah ok." Mercedes replies. "Bye." Tulisa says grabbing the buggy and carrying it off the bus. Fazer pushes the double buggy and has Lucas balanced on his hip. "Mummmy!" Lucas shouts putting his arms out to Tulisa. "Gimme a minute till I put Pey in the buggy." She replies setting the single buggy up. She lies Peyton down in it and grabs her cover from the double buggy and covers her with it. "Right come her baby." She says taking Lucas off Fazer. She balances him on her hip and pushes the buggy with her other hand. "Will we go get lunch first? There's no point taking them to see Santa when Pey's fast asleep." Tulisa asks. "Yeah lets go get food." Fazer replies. They get lunch then take the kids to Santa's grotto. Once they're finished they get the bus to Fazer's mums house. They knock on the front door and wait for her to answer. "Hello." She says when she answers. "Hey mum." Fazer replies. "How are my three beautiful grandchildren." She asks. "They're good. Bailey and Lucas are sleeping. Peyton had a nap earlier though." He replies. "Well just put them in the living room then yous can go do Christmas shopping." She says. They put the prams into the living room and the bags then leave to go back into town.
When they get back into town they go to the Disney store. "Right what are we gonna get out here?" Fazer asks. "Well we'll get them a teddy each, maybe a little outfit and maybe a dvd for all three of them to share." She replies. "Ok, any particular teddy?" He asks. "Well Winnie The Pooh related, they all love that." She replies. "Yeah, Lucas loves Tigger, Pey loves Eeyore and Bail loves Piglet." He says. "Well we'll get them tigger, eeyore and piglet." She replies smiling. They pick up all three teddies then go look for the dvd's. "Are we gonna get them a winnie the pooh dvd or something different?" Tulisa asks. "Erm what about this one. It's Winnie the Pooh but its like three different movies." Fazer replies picking up a dvd. "Let me see." She says. Fazer hands her the dvd and she looks at it. "Yeah lets get this, they'll like this." She says. "Right, well they don't really have any clothes in here." Fazer replies. "I know, lets just pay for this then go to somewhere else." She says. The total cost of what they've bought comes to £46.99. They leave the Disney shop and go to the Early Learning Centre. "Why don't we get Bailey and Peyton prams?" Fazer asks. "Are they not a bit small for a pram Faze." Tulisa replies. "I suppose, what about bikes that like we can push them in." He asks. "Yeah that's a good idea." She replies. "They go look at bikes but they're all quite dear. "Faze lets go look somewhere else. See if we can get cheaper ones." Tulisa says. They go into Toys R Us but theirs are quite expensive aswell. "Maybe we should just leave the bikes." Fazer says. "This is shit, we promised to give these kids everything we never had but we can ever afford to buy them a fucking bike." Tulisa replies nearly in tears. "Hey baby, they have two parent who love them, two parents who love each other and are still together. That is already so much more than we didn't have as kids T." Fazer says hugging her. "Look at this Faze." Tulisa says holding up a bear. "Tapsi Bear! Bail would love that." He replies. "I know." She says. "What about this?" Fazer asks holding up a little pull along dog. "That'll do Pey." She replies. "We could get these foam building blocks for Lucas." Fazer says. "Yeah then we could get them a personalised story book each!" Tulisa replies. They pick three storybooks and get them personalised before going to pay. They total cost comes to £80.94. They walk out of the shop and Tulisa yawns. "You tired babe?" He asks. "Yeah I feel quite sick aswell." She replies. "Lets go home babe. The kids will be fine at my mums for an hour or so." He says holding her hand. "Okay, lets go." She replies and they get the bus home.
When they get back home Tulisa and Fazer snuggle up on the sofa. "We done quite well shopping today." Fazer says. "Mmhmm." Tulisa replies closing her eyes. "I love you T." He says. "I love you too Faze." She replies. He stokes her hair until she falls asleep then carries her upstairs to bed. He lays her in bed and covers her with the duvet.
