Chapter Sixteen

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A few hours later Tulisa is sitting in the living room with the kids while Fazer is still fast asleep. She's phoned her mum and arranged for her to watch the kids for the night so she can look after Fazer. She's just waiting on her mum coming to pick them up. They're all dressed and the buggy is all set up. "Right you three lets get yous into the pram. Nana will be here any minute now." She says lifting up Bailey who's lying on the sofa sleeping. She places her in the pram and straps her in before covering her with a blanket. "Peyton you wanna go in the pram or on the buggy board?" She asks. "Pram." She replies. "Lucas you on the buggy board then." She says and Lucas nods his head. She straps Peyton into the buggy and puts Lucas's reigns on him. "Yous need to be good for Nana tonight and I'll pick yous up tomorrow." She says. "Ok mummy." Lucas and Peyton replies. A few minutes later Tulisa's mum arrives and takes the kids to her house. Tulisa locks the front door and goes into the kitchen to get some painkillers for Fazer. She fills up a glass of water and takes it into the bedroom where Fazer is sitting up in bed. "Babe who was at the door?" He asks. "My mum, she came to pick up the kids. She's gonna watch them for the night." She replies placing the water and painkillers at the bedside table. "Why?" He asks. "So I can focus on looking after you." She replies sitting on the bed beside him. "Oh okay." He says and puts his arm around Tulisa pulling her closer to him. "I love you." He whispers. "I love you too Faze. Now take your painkillers please." She replies. Fazer takes his painkillers then turns to face Tulisa. "You alright, your a bit pale looking?" He asks. "Yeah, I'm just a bit tired that's all." She replies. "Go to sleep then babe." He says. "No I'll be fine." She replies. "No your gonna go to sleep right now." He says. "No I'm not. Shut up or I'll leave you in this house all alone." She replies laughing. "Fine, don't go to sleep then but your the one who's gonna be shattered when the kids come back tomorrow." He says. "What do you mean?" She asks. "Your pregnant T, you need as much sleep as you can get. You know what they're like after a night with your mum pretty hyper." He replies. She smiles and snuggles into Fazer. "You gonna to sleep?" He asks and she nods her head. He kisses her forehead and runs his fingers through her hair. She closes her eyes and falls asleep almost straight away.

A few hours later she wakes up and looks up at Fazer who smiles at her. "Feeling better?" He asks. She shakes her head and jumps out the bed running to the bathroom before throwing up. Fazer gets out the bed and goes over to the bathroom on his crutches. "Babe, you okay." He asks. "Go back to bed Faze, I'll be two minutes." She replies wiping her mouth. Fazer sits on the edge of the bath. "I'll wait." He says. She stands up and washes her mouth out with mouthwash before walking over to Fazer and wrapping her arms around him. "You okay?" He asks. She nods her head. "You sure?" He asks again. "No." She replies and rests her head on his shoulder. "I know its bad babe, but think about what you'll get out of it." He says. "You don't know but. You have no fucking idea Fazer." She replies. "Ok, I don't know. I'm sorry but if I could take it away from you I would." He says rubbing her back. "Well you can't can you. So lets just forget about it and go back to bed." She replies freeing herself from his arms and walking back to the bedroom. Fazer follows her and finds her sitting on the bed in tears. "Babe what's wrong?" He asks sitting down beside her. "I don't know if I can do this again." She cries. "Do what?" He asks putting his arm around her. "Any of it. The sickness, the pregnancy, the labour, the parenting." She replies. Fazer wraps his arms around her and pulls her close to him. She rests her head against him and just cries her eyes out. About an hour later she's finished crying and looks up at Fazer. "Babe, do you not want the baby?" He asks wiping a few tears away from her eyes. "I do I just don't want the pregnancy." She replies. "Well unfortunately we can't have a baby without the pregnancy can we." Fazer says. Tulisa smiles a little. "Was that a smile I just saw." Fazer says causing her to smile even more. "Ha see I knew I could make you smile!" He says rubbing her back. "Of course you can make me smile." She replies cuddling into him. "How about I go make us some dinner?" He asks. Tulisa shakes her head. "You have to eat babe." He says. "I know I was just thinking more like how about I go order us a takeaway." She replies and Fazer laughs. "Okay, we'll order a takeaway then." He says. Tulisa goes off to order the takeaway and comes back 5 minutes later. "Babe, change into your pyjamas." Fazer says as she sits down on the bed. "Why?" She asks. "Cause its not like we're going anywhere so you don't exactly need to be dressed do you?" He replies. "I suppose not." She says and goes off to get changed into her pyjamas. She comes back 5 minutes later and climbs into bed beside Fazer. About 5 minutes later the takeaways arrived they eat it in bed then Tulisa cleans up and they settle down to watch a movie.

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