𝕄𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕚𝕒 𝕡𝕠𝕝𝕚𝕓𝕚𝕠 𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤ꨄ

✞ 𝕀𝔻𝕂 𝕎ℍ𝔸𝕋 𝕋𝕆 ℂ𝔸𝕃𝕃 𝕋ℍ𝕀𝕊 ℙ𝕋.𝟚 ✞

(since u guys wanted this SO BADLY. i did it for u guys. because i'm nice 🙄)
recap🙈.

"oh- hey princess. what u doing here?"
he said moving aside so i can go in.

"hey tia. i wanted to come cause kairi found out about us."
i said with a blank expression.

"o-oh"

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"he didn't take it to well did he?"
mattia said as he closed the front door.

"no, he's really pissed,"
i sat down on the living room couch waiting for mattia to come sit.

"oh what he say then?"
he sat next to me.

"well he just said that he doesn't trust you, and said that you'll break my heart and shit. he also kicked me out of the house cause i said something that made him upset."
i said as i rolled my eyes

"wait he kicked u out?! wait- what did u say..?"

"chill, nothing"
i mumbled

"y/n. what did u say."
he said sternly

"i might've said that he was dead to me, and maybe i also said that's i wish he was dead..."
i muttered.

"FUCK! WHY WOULD U SAY THAT Y/N!"
he stood up fast walking towards the door

"mattia why are u so worked up about it!?"
i yelled

"BECAUSE YOUR BROTHER IS FUCKING IN DEPRESSION Y/N"
he blurted.

"fuck i wasn't supposed to tell u that"
he said as he walked out the door

"w-what"
i followed him out the door

"w-what do u mean"
i ran in front of him

"no time to talk y/n."
he pushed me out the way to get in the car.

"m-mattia what do YOU-"

"Y/N THERE IS NO TIME TO TALK. UR BROTHER MIGHT BE DEAD BECAUSE OF WHAT U TOLD HIM"
he yelled slamming the car door.

i went in the car and he drove off.

once we arrived to the house, mattia immediately got off the car and went straight to kais door. i got out the car and once again followed mattia to the door. he ran up the stairs and went to kairis bedroom, i saw him stop his tracks and heard him breathing heavy. i frowned my eyebrows and pushed him a lil to see what it was.

the room all destroyed, glass everywhere, picture frames broken, even droplets of blood.

"KAIRI"
mattia yelled, banging on the bathroom door.

i ran to where mattia was and kicked the door down, and what i saw was the one thing i wasn't ready to see.

my brother, there, lifeless on bathroom floor.

deep cuts on his arms, blood all over the floor, glass on the floor. pills, razors, everything that h can think of.

"k-kai?"
my boyfriend stuttered

i just stood there not knowing what to do. this was all my fault. my brother dead because of me.

i snapped outa my thoughts and ran to where kairi was.

"k-kairi. KAIRI. c-come on bubs. w-wake up"
i said tears spilling outa my eyes.

"C-CALL AN AMBULANCE. SOMETHING MATTIA. P-PLEASE!"
i said still shaking kairi.

"b-baby, h-he's go-"

"N-NO HE CANT BE... T-THIS IS ALL MY FAULT. mattia. it's all my fault."
i cried as mattia held me into his chest crying his heart out to.

"b-babes.... he doesn't have pulse"

"it's all my fault mattia. that should be me mattia. me. i did t-this to him"
i sobbed.

"baby u didn't know it's ok."
he comforted me.

☾kairis pov☽

"its ok bubs. i'll be right here.....

at all times."

perioddddddd

i did good🙈🙉.

sorry i didn't post sooner😭 but ima spamm tmr or tonight🐸