Can't this be 'happily ever after'?

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LOGAN's POV

"Mother?" I shout seeing a shadow of a woman in the distance. She steps into the light wearing the most beautiful white dress embroidered with white flowers, trailing all the way down. She smiles and I swear the whole world lights up. "Mother?" I cry, running towards her, she wraps her strong arms around me.
"Logan, you're so big now. I've missed so much." She hugs me tighter.
"I can't believe you're alive!" I sob, "I've missed you so much."
"Logan, dear, I'm not alive, this is a dream, I just wanted to see you." She smiles, a tear running down her cheek. "Goodbye, love." I watch her disappear. Fading away, again. Slowly everything fades to black and I start falling again. Every night I fall, I've never stopped. Suddenly the blackness stops, and I fall out into an open, it's night time and I watch the stars fill the sky. I keep falling, watching the soft grassy ground ger closer and closer. I wonder if I can die in a dream? It's unlikely so I don't bother trying to call out to anyone. I wham down and hit the grass, hard. I scream in pain, but nothing comes out. I yell out again, but I can't hear my voice. I yell out Patton's name, I don't know why it's the first to come to mind. He appears in my dream, so suddenly that I double back. He smiles his beautiful smile and leans down to help me up. He's saying something but I can't hear him, I can't hear anything.

I sit up, tears are streaming down my face. I shiver and wipe them away. I look over at Patton sleeping peacefully. The moonlight has slipped through the curtains creating a line of light that lands on Patton, showing his face in the dark. He's smiling in his sleep and he looks so beautiful. I sigh, running a hand through my hair, I'd do anything to have Pat. I lie back down thinking about this afternoon. Pat and I were in the back of the van, sitting across from Virgil and Roman, he kept nudging me to look over at them. Both had fallen asleep on each other rather quickly. Patton and I talked for a while but then he got tired and passed out, leaving me to talk to Janus through the little window at the front of the space we were sitting in. Remus had fallen asleep too.
"Logan, you should ask Patton out." He says quietly, not wanting to wake anyone up. I cough a little,
"Don't do this, Jan. I don't like him." Janus stops the car after a while, and we move a sleeping Remus into the back with all of the other sleepy heads. I sit in the passenger seat after stretching my legs. "It's so much more comfortable here." I yawn, Janus chuckles.
"I don't think Remus will mind waking up back there. It's no fun when your 'partner' is asleep." He makes quotes in the air when he says partner.
"What, you're still not together?" I ask, amused. Janus smiles at me.
"Nope."
"Wh- okay."
"Hey, I'll make you a deal, you ask out Patton, I'll ask out Remus." I sigh, shrugging.
"Fine."

I have to ask him out, I guess I'll do it in the morning.

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I wake up and notice the warmness beside me is gone and there's a great smell coming from the kitchen. I chuckle and get up.
"Good morning, Logan." Patton beams. "You're the second up." This would be the perfect moment to hug him from behind, but I stop myself. There is no way he feels the same way.
"I see you are making breakfast, need any help?" I ask. He hums for a bit, flipping one of the pancakes on the pan.
"Sure, can you set the tiny table over there?" He giggles. I smile back at him.
"Sure, Pat." I start to set the table, occasionally glancing at Patton. Gah, stop it Logan! I mentally slap myself.
"How'd you sleep last night, Logie?"
"Okay, I guess. I had a weird dream, but it was okay."
"Oh really? I had a weird dream too." He laughs again. I blush, he's so damn cute.
"Oh, haha, what was your dream about?" he starts to explain his dream and I sit and listen. He was right, this table is tiny but were all friends, it'll be fine. Remus and Janus, stumble out of bed, bumping into each other multiple times.
"Watch where you're going, dickhead."
"No you watch where you're going, asshole." They glare at each other for a second before sitting at opposite sides if the table. I chuckle as Patton hands out the pancakes. Soon after we start eating Roman walks in, shirtless and fixing his hair.
"Put a shirt on, Roman." Patton scolds which makes Roman turn back around and grab a shirt from his bag. We talk as a group, quietly, not waking Virgil up. We don't have a plan on what we're going to do today. Roman suggests we find a house, we can put all our money together. Patton suggests we find some sort of fake ID's since we don't want to be recognised. Everyone thinks that's a good idea. Finally, Virgil comes out and eats so we can go.

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