Captivated By Her Beauty-THS1 (COMPLETED)

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THE TEARS coming from my eyes are flowing nonstop until I felt a hand wiping my tears away.

As I looked at her face, I stand up and didn't think twice to push her away from me. Gulat ito at napalublob ang mukha sa sahig pero wala man lang akong naramdamang pagsisisi.

Susuntukin ko sana ito sa mukha pero baka sumuka ng dugo. At pasalamat siya at naisip ko pa na babae siya.

I wiped the tears at my face using the back of my hands. Hindi ko alam na mahapdi pala kapag umiyak ka. Pero wala nang sasakit pa sa pusong nawasak. Sumisikip ang dibdib ko dahil sa katotohanang umiiyak si Aemieh ng dahil sa akin at nasasaktan sa katotohanang wala na kami. Wala na ang baby ko. She left me and the blame is all on me.

Akala ko mapapanatili ko siya sa aking tabi kapag nagsinungaling ako but I didn't realized that I just added a fuel in the fire.

I thought lying is the best way to keep someone but I'm wrong. I was fvcking wrong! Dinagdagan ko lang pala ng gas ang bagay na nasusunog na.

I stepped out of the abandon classroom just like Aemieh abandoned me, and walked towards my car in the parking area.

As I closed the car's door, I entered inside it.

Kanina ko pa tinatawagan si Aemieh pero hindi niya ito sinasagot. I wonder where is she right now.

I started the engine and drove into Aemieh's house. I'm not sure if she's there but I hope so. And I hope she'll gonna talk to me.

I drove the car as fast as I could, and can't get-off of my mind about how hurt Aemieh is because of what I did to her. Lumilipad ang utak ko habang mabilis na nagmamaneho.

I was about to across the street, when a loud sudden bang wake me up from the reality. But it's too late for to realize what is it. It's too late for me to step on the break.

A loud sound coming from the two cars collided with each other. And everything went black.

I feel the pain in every part of my body but I can't move a muscle, I can't even open my eyes. I want to scream because of the pain causing in my body but I can't.

I heard people outside my car shouting and panicking.

Why are you panicking people? I'm perfectly and totally fine, I think.

Minutes later, I heard an ambulance coming from our direction.

I felt a cold thing—I don't know but everything touch my skin is so cold—lift me up, so I assumed it must be someone's arms.

But why is so cold? Am I dead? But how can I feel that touch?

"He's bleeding!" someone shouted right after they put me into something soft.

"Ma'am stay right there. You're not allowed to touch your son. It might complicate things." I heard a not familiar voice.

"Please. Let me." I heard a familiar voice. A very familiar one.

And then, realization hit me when I remembered what the woman said earlier. Son.

It's my mom!

Mom, I'm ok don't ya worry.

I want to say that I'm just ok and everything's fine. But I really can't. And I know that I'm not.

I heard her crying and sobbing while repeating the words, "My son."

I heard a high pitch sound like a flat line. And as the seconds passed by, it's becoming louder and louder. Hindi ko na marinig ang pag-iyak ng aking magulang at ang tanging naririnig ko na lamang ay ang napakalakas at napaka-tinis lang na tunog na hindi ko mawari kung ano. At napakasakit ito sa tenga pero wala akong magawa, I can't even cover up my ears so I can't heard it.