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Wednesday,

Days have passed by, and I have been busy. I woke up with it. Sharp pain in my stomach but didn't really think of it, I continued my day with visits and at the airport welcoming the Queen of Naboo. I haven't seen ben all day but I hope he understands that I'm a Queen now I am always busy.

Now I'm just getting ready to have dinner with the Queen, the handmaidens start by doing my hair and makeup, my makeup was simple with red lipstick to match the dress and my hair was all curled up. I wore a deep red dress and it has pockets, IT HAS POCKETS!!!

I walked down the stairs and saw grandfather, han, leia and ben

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I walked down the stairs and saw grandfather, han, leia and ben. I smiled when I saw ben. I walked over to them and stood next to Ben. He took my hand and squeezed it.

They finally arrived and introduced each other

"This is ben solo, our new minister" I said to the Queen, she shook bens hand and off to the dining room we go.

We are and had chats, we even talked about joining The Republic an organization, we're still thinking about it. Dinner has ended and back to the guest palace they went the guest palace is a place for royalties or presidents who come and visit.

We all are standing at the entrance all, leia went up to bed, grandfather, han and the gaurds were talking. Ben grabbed my hand and led me to the garden we stood there when he finally said something

"I need to tell you something" he said

"What is it?" I asked him

"Uh, for the past few days you have been busy and I haven't seen you a lot when I got back"  he said. I looked at him worriedly

"And I think it's best if we stop this whole thing and focus on what we're doing" he said, I looked at him and my heart dropped there was. Lump on the back of my throat, heavy rain started falling down and now both of us are wet

"Are you saying we should break up?" I asked him

"Yes, yes I am. And plus when I was gone we didn't talk much and our relationship has not grown" he said looking down, tears started falling down my eyes.

"You were the one who didn't text me!" I said angrily,

"Me! You were the one who dindnt bother to call me"

"I was going to, but my phone was taken away and when I got it back I tried calling you but you didn't answer" I said screaming at him

"I was taking care of my uncle, you know what I'm done, we're over and that's all that matters" he walked passed me and went inside, I was left there alone in the rain soaking wet.

I went inside and the handmaidens saw me, they got a towel and wrapped it over my shoulder, and I went upstairs. I looked over to his room which is right next to mine and I started tearing up again. I sat down looking at myself, wet hair, wet dress, mascara running down my cheeks

I'm such a mess

I took a hot shower to heal myself but I didn't stop crying. I cried myself to sleep.

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