Strings Attached (Reylo AU)

awake

It The next day

Sitting next to rey watching her sleep,

"Ben, we need to talk" leia said holding my shoulder, she walked out so I followed her. My father walked in to check on rey.

"What's wrong," I said, we were standing on the hallway with the doctor.

"We havre good news and bad news, the good news is she's responding and the bad news is she might not have any more children, her ovum have been damaged" he said

I know that rey is going to be devastated when she hears this, she has always talked about having her own children and now she can't

"SHES AWAKE" han shouted, we all ran inside and saw try with her eyes open, the doctor called the nurses to come in.

"Rey!" I said hugging her

"What happened" she asked

"You were in a coma" leia said, we all were told to go outside the room into the hallway, the nurses and the doctor examined her, the doctor finally came out

"Tomorrow morning we are going to check her again and if she's good she can go home" the doctor said, we all sighed in relief, we all enterd the room and see rey.

"The baby" she said, touching her stomach and started to cry, I hugged her tight

"I know" I said with one tear coming out of my eye, we all hugged her and spent the night with her, the whole night she refused to eat or talk she silently watch the tv and touching her stomach, I can tell she's in pain.

The next morning

Finally the next morning the doctors checked on her

"How is she doctor" I asked the doctor

"She's doing good, you can take her home" I smiled knowing she's gonna come home again, grandpa brought some clothes for rey.

Later that evening we packed our bags and we're ready to go home, I held her hand in the car, making sure she knows it's going to be okay. She didn't talk or eat for the whole day.

Once we got home, I opened our room door, I looked back and she wasn't there I panicked, I dropped the bags and called out her name

"Rey!" I ran outside and saw my old bedroom door opened, I looked inside and see her looking around the room then she collapsed to the floor on her knees crying, I ran to her and hugged her, i looked around the room, looking at the finished painted walls and one  baby crib on the corner of the room. The room was supposed to be the baby's room.

"It's all my fault" rey said with pain in her voice, her hands covering he face

"It's not rey, it's no one's fault" I said, hugging her tight. I helped her stood up and take her to her room where she lays on her bed staring blankly at the wall. I garbed her shoulder then went to bed.

The next morning

I woke up with rey not being next to me, I got up thinking she's probably in the kitchen, I went down to the kitchen and saw my mother

"Where is she" I asked

"I think she's outside" leia said, I went out to the garden trying to find her, I went to the field and saw her standing by herself, I went down the hill and ran to her

"What are you doing here" I asked her, holding her shoulder.

"To clear my mind" she said

"You wanna eat?" I asked her

"No"

"You need to, you haven't eat in like two days" I said

"I said no!" she shrugged her shoulder so my hand goes a way from her, she walked up the hill and walked away without looking at me..

What did I do?