Thug Luv Pt. 1: Beginnings

Caution

"Come on! Please baby?"

Darryn and I were on our way to Kobe's and he wouldn't let me play Mobb Deep.

"Maaan I don't wanna hear that East Coast-...Fine, baby. Gon' and play ya shit," he said puffing on a cig.

"Thank you daddy," I said rubbing at his thigh and sliding the CD in, skipping to Shook Ones Pt II.

He laughed and pushed my hand away, throwing his cigarette out the window.

"Don't call me that Kay."

"Okay baby," I said grabbing his hand and giving it kisses

"I musta been good huh? You been a super freak, and that head is deadly! You sure you ain't done that before?

"Good? Boy this dick is fucking bomb," I said reaching for it again," and I'm sure baby, I gave you my best try."

"Man stop playin' I'm driving!" Darryn said grabbing my hand and holding it, locking our fingers together.

I turned my attention to the outside and how it whizzed by us with how fast he was driving.

"You still remember the way right?" I asked him

"Yeah, yeah for sure. Damn this shit's kinda hard I like it," he said turning up the volume

"Told you," I said, starting to rap along with the song.

Rock you in your face, stab ya brain wit' ya nose bone

You all alone in these streets, cousin

Every man for theirself in this land we be gunnin'

And keep them shook crews runnin'

Like they supposed to

They come around but they never come close to...

"You sound sexy as hell rapping. Especially with that accent, damn girl! Gangsta, I like it," Darryn said squeezing my hand and smiling at me.

I winked at him and continued for a bit then stopped when I just wanted to listen. I laid my head back on the rest and enjoyed the breeze in my hair.

"You looking beautiful today, I like that outfit" Darryn said letting go of my hand to brush away the curtain of hair that had blew over my face

"Thank you baby." I had on navy blue platform sandals with flare leg blue jeans and a yellow tube top with a sunflower across the front, and the necklace he'd given me with my name on it. I curled my hair in beach waves for the day and went barefaced.

I had a minute to think about the restraining order on the way to Kobe's and for some reason, I'd changed my mind. Darryn made me feel protected enough so I didn't really think it was necessary anymore. If he could take out Axl and Ali the way he did then he could do the same to Scott.

"Darryn, I changed my mind about the restraining order," I said looking up at the sky.

"What? Why?"

"I just don't see the point in going through with this legal stuff when you've done a perfect job at keeping me safe," I explained

We pulled into Kobe's apartment complex and parked. "I can only do so much KD, and the way I'm going about it might get me in trouble. I know you don't want that."

"So you cool with working with the ones."

"Nah that's ya'll who gonna be working with them not me," Darryn said getting out and opening my door for me