My brothers bandmate. (5SOS)

Chapter 11

Ariana's POV

1 month later.

"Ariana!" Lauren squealed, she had just come home from her friends house.

"Hey, did you have a good time at your sleepover?" I asked with a smile.

"Yes! I missed you though" she hugged me and I held her tighter.

"I missed you too" I whispered into her hair and smiled at her when we pulled away from the hug.

"Ashton's in his room" I smiled and watched her run upstairs.

I haven't had a proper hug for a while now, not since that night Luke and Calum saved me from killing myself.

Ashton and I still aren't on speaking terms, he tries to talk to me but I can't stand the fact he and my best friend lied to me for so long.

"Harry?!" I called.

I went into his bedroom and saw that he wasn't in there, I ran downstairs and went into the kitchen to my mum.

"Where's harry?"

"He's at football practice" she replied quickly.

I nodded and got stopped whilst I was halfway upstairs.

"Ariana, why are you so upset?" My mum asked.

"I'm not, I'm fine" I lied and ran back upstairs

I closed my bedroom door and sat cross legged on my bed, my laptop began making a ringing sound.

I opened Skype and saw Calum was calling me, I clicked accept and saw Cal, Luke and Michael were sitting there.

"Hey Irwin!" Luke shouted.

I waved and smiled weakly.

"I'm gonna go" Michael sighed and left the room, Luke ran after him and Calum looked back at the screen awkwardly.

"Wasn't my intention"he laughed softly.

I nodded and sighed.

"Why are you upset?" He asked

"Ive been like this since last month" I rolled my eyes and ran my fingers through my red hair.

"Why is this whole michael thing bothering you?" Cal asked me.

"I like him Calum!" I shouted and put my head down onto a pillow.

"You like Michael?!" Ashton was at the door and I gasped and turned my head to him.

"Isn't it obvious?!" I hissed and turned my attention back to Calum.

"I'm so-" I cut Ashton off quickly.

"Go away" I hissed, he slammed the door and I sighed.

"I'm gonna go." I scratched the back of my neck and ended the call.

I went into the bathroom and looked through one of the cupboards, I pulled out the small black container and went back to my bedroom.

I emptied the contents onto my bed and picked up one of the blades I had collected.

"No, put it down" my head shot up and I saw Calum.

"Damn it Calum!" I huffed.

"Don't say that! I just saved you again!" He burst into tears and ran over to me and wrapped his arms around me.

"Im sorry, im so so sorry" I cried into his arms.

"Why did you try this again?" He whispered

"I keep turning everyone away from me Cal" he kissed my temple gently.

"Michaels being stupid for ignoring you, Ashton loves you I promise. Try and forgive him?" I nodded and held him tighter.

"Why do you keep saving me?" I whispered.

"If I lost you, I don't know what will happen" I wiped his tears and kissed his cheek.

"Thank you" I whispered