What if? (A deh and heathers story)

Chp.1 Sirens

Tw suicide or attempted suicide I'm not spoiling it.
Connor's POV

"This is it, my final goodbye I guess. I'm sorry mom for yelling and arguing with you. I'm sorry Zoe for neglecting and abusing you. I suppose I should go.", Connor said

Connor sat down at a small metallic silver park bench with a small orange bottle in hand. "I'm sorry world for all the pain I Connor Murphy has caused," Connor said sadly. He unscrewed the childproof cap, and slowly put a small fist of pills down his throat."Nothing happened, a few more could hurt." He weakly laughed at his own joke. Suddenly, Connor then felt his throat closing, he started clasping for air until he couldn't breathe anymore.

Thud....
His body hit the bench.
The sirens were in the distance.
His unconscious body was put on a stretcher and taken to the hospital.

Connor relived every good moment he's ever had in his head.

Like the time met a boy sorta like him in Boston he was emo, depressed, fought people in the hallways, and suicidal. The only difference he could remember was that he was addicted to slushies instead of drugs, which Connor wishes he had done.

When he and Zoe were playing at an orchard. There was a large field and beautiful trees. His mom has just put down a small checkered blanket with a picnic basket.

And when he pushed a kid down in the hallway, found a creepy letter that was addressed to the boy in the computer lab, And signed his cast.

Wait, why in of all his memories this is one was chosen. No way this Evan Hansen kid meant anything to me. Yes, I have pushed him onto the ground three days ago, but why does he mean anything?

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Hi! So FYI um I'm going to keep this in deh character's POV for a few more chapters. If you don't understand this happened after the events of when Connor and Evan first met. Sorry, the chapter's short this is my first ever chapter, I'm lazy and SUCK at writing.

Hope you enjoyed!💖💜💙