Maybe change isn't bad - Payton Moormeier

thirty-nine

I wake up the next morning and Paytons gone. How nice of him. I leave my room and I can tell the girls came back last night or probably early this morning. I go to the kitchen and get some breakfast before going to the living room and watching tv while I eat. I go to my room and get dressed and sit at my desk to do my make up. When I sit down I see a note on my desk.

Sorry I had to leave the boys forgot their keys
-Payton

I throw the note away and finish my make up. The girls wake up and the boys come round. I soon realise that I have a two hour detention that I've forgotten about. Before I can say hi to anyone I rush out of the room. I was supposed to have it yesterday but because it was prom I got out of it. Just because I got angry and started shouting at my history teacher then called her a stupid bitch before walking out of class they decided to give me a detention.

I go to the detention and we have to do homework. I finish my homework half an hour before the detention ends so I sleep. We are eventually dismissed but Samantha's waiting for me and she takes me to her office.

"Is there anything you want" I as sitting on the couch

"Yes, why have you stopped coming to your sessions" she asks

"I dint feel like coming anymore so I stopped. I'm doing perfectly fine without them" I say

"Your detention and lowering grades would say otherwise. I believe that you can get through sobering up without me but that's not the only reason why I'm here. I'm here so you can talk to be about what's going on in your life so you don't get overwhelmed and damage you education" she says

"I know but I just don't want to come anymore. I don't see the point. I can survive without seeing you every week" I say

"If that's what you want then fine but I'm always here when you need to talk" she says

"Ok thank you" I say "Is that it" I ask

"Yeah you can go now" she says

I get up and leave and walk back to my dorm. When I get back the boys are gone. I spend most of the rest of the day in my room watching tv. I only come out for dinner.

(Monday)
I get up and ready like usual. I woke up earlier so I can have a proper breakfast instead of just an apple or something. I sit in the living room and watch tv while I wait for the girls to finish getting ready.

"Jordan said to meet him in maths" Liv says looking at her phone

"Why" Maddie asks

"Dunno he just said meet him there" she says

"Ok let's go then" I say getting off the sofa.

We leave and walk to maths. We get there before the boys. We wait for them and they eventually arrive. I notice Payton isn't with them so I wait to see if he turns up late but he doesn't. The teacher starts talking and I have to pay attention this time.

"Where's Payton" I ask when she stops talking

"He didn't feel well so he's having the day off" Liam says

"Oh ok" I say and we get back to work, talking while we work. Not much happens for the rest of the day.

(Friday)
I haven seen Payton all week, he was ill Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday so he wasn't in. I was ill Wednesday, and Thursday so I didn't go in. I'm taking today off to pack and I didn't get much sleep last night. The girls woke me up this morning but I went back to sleep when they left. I get woken up by the bell for break so I get out of bed and get something to eat.

I sit in the living room and eat while watching tv like usual. I take my stuff to the living room and wash it up, I end up tiding most of the dorm. I go to my room and start packing my bag, obviously I listen to music while I pack. I eventually finish a little before lunch so I watch tv in my room. The bell goes for lunch so I text Payton.

Kaden
This is you last chance because I'm about to leave
Are you sure you don't want a lift home

Payton
I'm sure
My mums getting me tomorrow

Kaden
Ok I'll see you at home
Tell everyone I say bye

Payton
Ok, text me when your home so I know you didn't die

Kaden
You saying I can't drive

Payton
No
But your not the best

Kaden
Shut up
I gotta go not die now byeeeee

I text him as I get in my car. I connect the aux to my phone and blast music the entire drive. I stop at Taco Bell for lunch then carry on driving. I get to my house and park in the driveway like always. I walk in and say hi to my mum and Ava. My mum gives me a hug and tells me how much she misses me before she lets me go to my room. I open my door and see Esther laying on my bed watching tv.

"Oh my god" I scream running over to her. I jump on her and give her a hug and she hugs back "I missed you so much" I say

"I missed you too" she says

"Wait I thought you couldn't come home" I say

"That was a lie so I could surprise you" she says "Where's Payton" she asks

"At school his mums getting him tomorrow" I say

"Aww man my plan didn't work" she said kinda disappointed

"No you plan worked. I mean we're not together but it worked in a way" I say

"Why what- you fucked him didn't you" she says

"That bitch needs to stop telling you things before I do" I say

"Wait no way" she says

"He didn't tell you did he" I say and she shakes her head

"So was it-" she Sat's

"Done even go there" I say cutting her off

"I was going to ask if it was better than Kai" she says defensively

" I mean... well....the thing is" I say the pause "Yeah he is"

We talk and catch up for the next few hours. Everyone comes round my house and we all catch up on whats been going on while I've been gone. Esther doesn't go home and we have a movie night.

A/n:
I still haven't written anything so I'm posting pre-written parts