The Blindside of Love (Camren) Altern Versión

Chapter 61

AND I UHHH .....

Lauren stared at her reflection in the mirror, finally settling on an outfit.

Ironically, it turned out to be the first one she'd tried on. But in the end, she realized she didn't really care if Normani liked her clothes. What difference did it make if she wore one thing or the other? It's not like Normani was going to date her outfit.

The actress turned away from her reflection and glanced quickly at the time. She was running late. The fact that she kept stalling in the hopes that Camila would call hadn't escaped her.

She's not going to call, Lauren reminded herself, not for the first time. She's on her way to spend a wonderfully romantic weekend with Sata—er, Anthony. She took a deep breath. "And I have a date," she announced to the empty bedroom. "Which I'm already three minutes late for." Crap.

The actress hurried out of the building, waiting, somewhat impatiently, for the door attendant to get her a cab. She knew she wasn't in a good mood. In fact, she'd almost called to cancel the date about four times, but she didn't want to be alone. Not that night, when her thoughts would undoubtedly turn to Camila and what she might be doing with Anthony.

Lauren shook her head, trying to clear her thoughts. "Thank you," she said, as a cab finally pulled up.

"Have a good night, Miss Jauregui ," the doorman told her.

From the taxi cab window, New York seemed distant and unreal. Maybe all images viewed through square-shaped portals were doomed to seem dreamlike in nature. Is that how she seemed to other people: distant and unreal, reduced to a two-dimensional figure? It felt lonely in that place. She wanted desperately to be real. Camila deserved someone real.

Lauren sighed, her gaze drifting along the scenery. She wondered what Camila was thinking at that moment. Was she happy in Anthony's company? Did he make her smile? Could he give her everything she needed? And if so, could Lauren ever accept that?

She wanted to believe that she would, that she could move beyond the pain and jealousy. But in the back of her mind, she would always believe that she could do better; that she could make Camila happier.

But, could she? Lauren suddenly wondered. Would Camila be happy in the public eye? Would she be happy giving up her privacy? Exception People would want to hurt them; break them up. People would say things, and assume things. They would lie to sell more papers. They would make a mockery of everything Lauren considered to be beautiful and true, simply because she didn't exist in their realm. Two dimensional figures weren't expected to have feelings; they weren't allowed to love.

Lauren lowered her gaze at the realization: Camila was safer in Anthony's arms.

"Sixty-eighth and Broadway," the cab driver announced, rolling the vehicle to a stop.

Snapping out of her reverie, Lauren quickly handed him the money and stepped out into the cool night air; ready for her date.

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Camila stared out the window of the car Anthony had borrowed from his parents, her gaze fixed on the darkness outside, while her mind traveled at a thousand miles per hour through the highway of her thoughts. She had the uneasy feeling that there would a head-on collision occurring sometime in the near future.

After her visit to Harry's apartment, Camila had decided to bury herself in schoolwork. Classes became her sanctuary for the remainder of the week.