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BAKET ANG BILIS NG ARAW, parang last week lang kami pumunta sa sementeryo ah, may pasok na naman ngayon, after nung UNDAS chinat and text ko si Quart pero hindi na nya ako nirereplyan, para akong nasa cloud 9 nung araw na yun, ayoko na sanang matapos yun.
"Xiah tara na" aya sakin ni Kuya kaya bumaba na ako, hanggang ngayon bumabagabag pa din sakin yung Qien na yun noong UNDAS, basta may feeling ako na parang kilala ko sya
Kinuha ko na yung lunchbox, back to old Xavrina na naman tayo, yung lalambingin ang nagiisang mahal nya na si Quart Raven Montemayor, tatangapin naman nya siguro 'to no? I know he would kasi alam ko naman na okay na kami e
Nang makarating ako sa school may naririnig akong bulungan, pero kakaunti lang ang naiintindihan ko doon, mukhang may bago na naman pagdidiskitahan ang tao ngayon
'really she will visit this school'
'Ohmy idol na idol ko sya'
'Yes! I hope she notices me'
Sino naman yung pinaguusapan nila, ng pumasok ako ng classroom ay kaka unti palang yung tao pero nandun na yung 2 megaphone na himala ay tahimik ngayon, busy sila sa telepono nila
Kaya nilapitan ko sila, ng makita nila ako ay pinikita nila sakin ang post ng CCC Board Page
'The youngest make up influencer, Ms. Kara Ashleene Smith will be visiting CCC, her former school for early christmas event"
Kara is back, Quart's first love.
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IM HERE AT THE CANTEEN waiting for Quart, wala naman na siguro syang feelings dun diba, naka move on naman na sya diba, ng makita ko yung mukha nya ay agad ko syang nilapitan at nginitian
Pero ganun pa din yung mukha nya, sobrang cold na tipong papatay na, nakatitig lang sya sakin, may problema ba? Maayos naman kami diba, hindi naman na sya galit sakin
"Ahmm ginawan kita nito kasi mukhang nasarapan ka sa luto ni mama nung UNDAS kaya i made you some" i opened the lid at inoffer sa kanya but nilagpasan at binanga nya lang ako na nag cause ng pagtapon sakin ng pagkain
Not this again, ayoko ng ganito kami, baket parang ayos lang kami tas ngayon ganito na, dahil ba 'to kay Kara, sya pa rin ba? Napuno ng tawanan ang canteen, nilapitan agad ako ni Sniper at pinunasan ako, hinila nya ako hanggang sa makarating kami sa rooftop
"Don't mind him, pagod lang siguro sya" explain ni Sniper para sa kaibigan nya, alam ko naman na si Kara ang dahilan kung baket nagkakaganun sya e, it's all because of Kara, simula bata palang sya na lang ang no.1 para kay Quart and never ko naranasan yun
"Si Kara diba?" i asked while tears are flowing down towards my cheeks, natigil sa pag pupunas si Sniper sakin, i knew it, syempre kilala nya kasi tropa nya si Quart e, napahagulgol na lang ako
"I thought okay na kami e, i thought may chance na, i thought mapapansin na nya feelings ko sa kanya but i was wrong, si Kara parin pala ang gusto nya, si Kara na walang ibang ginawa kung di saktan sya" i wanted to shout, never na ako naging masaya
"It's always her" i know, tama naman si Sniper, it's always her and it will never be me, i always lose whenever i fight for Quart, ako lagi ang palya. Pero bakit nya pa rin binabalikan yung babae walang ibang ginawa kundi paasahan at saktan sya. I'm here
5 years of loving him yet he still loves his one and only Kara
"Do you think i can win Sniper?" i asked, atleast kahit lamang sa kanya malaman ko kung may chance ba ako? Malapit na akong bumitaw, masyado ng masakit yung kinakapitan ko, he hugged me
Sana ganito na lang si Quart, Sniper caressed my hair
"Remember when you said na babayaran mo yung paghatid ko sayo, everything basta possible" he said, anong sagot yun? He is talking about when i met him at the mall. Tumungo naman ako
"I want you to fight for him hanggang kaya mo and don't tell me its not possible because i will help you, we will rather" ano na nama pinaplano nito
"What?" i asked at medyo humanahon na, anong sinasabi nya, he wants me to fight more kahit nakikita na nyang di ko kaya
"Use my resthouse in Batangas, i will bring you and Quart there, gusto ko enjoyin nyo yung buhay nyo dun, make him fall for you for a week, kaya mo naman yun diba? You're strong" he's helping me, napa-smile naman ako dun at tumungo na lang ako bilang sagot
I can do this, i can fight for him, wag ka munang bibitaw self, masyado pang maaga, may possibilities pa, kaya pa yan. Sniper is always here to cheer me up kaya sya na yung tumayong best friend ko, hindi ko ineexpect na magiging ganito pala ugali nya
"Prepare for tommorow, i'll pick you up" tumungo naman ako, be ready Quart, i'll make you fall for me and you can do nothing but to love me back. I can do this para kay Quart
"And another one" pahabol nyang sabi na parang hindi lang 1 yung hinihingi nya pabalik sakin, he looked dead serious now hindi katulad kanina, he's scary
"And if nothing happend during those weeks..." pabitin na sabi nya
"You promise me to let him go no matter what" there he finally said it
"I promise" maybe sign na 'to. Sign na if i really win then ill be granted a price and if i lose, kailagan ko ng i let go lahat ng nakakasakit sakin, i know na may possibilities na hindi gumana but i'll try, atleast i should prepare myself to let go the person i really wanted the most
Kakayanin ko para sa sarili ko
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