Twisted wonderland | one shots

Lilia Vanrouge x Depressed!Reader | Im not who you make me out to be

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(Y/n)...... was definitely the school clown, and the weirdest person you will ever know, energetic, cheerful, carefree, she always had a grin with sparkly eyes.

Very innocent, very adorable in her own ways, and well, just a really fun person.

But what truly lied underneath that big bright smile and sparkly eyes?

A tear stained women who smiled no matter what, her eyes were dull, this was what she looked like when she was alone.

Lilia was her bestfriend, they liked to tease and scare unsuspecting people.

Yeah, she liked him because he was the closest thing that was a friend to her.

He cared, loved, and took care of her, and well just in general loved everything about her.

He never knew, that she was actually depressed tho, I mean who could think about (Y/n), being depressed, she always had a positive aura and smile.

Right now, (Y/n) and Lilia were studying in their dorm, Diasomnia. Or ( Y/n)'s room to be exact.

"Im gonna go to the loo!" She said walking off as Lilia watched her walk off.

Lilia looked around and got curios and went through her draws.

He saw something that he would have never thought of seeing in a long time, his eyes grew wider.

He saw a razor blade with a few blood stains, he then remembered (Y/n) liked wearing sleeved shirts, even at P.E, she would always wear something sleeved.

His heart fell as he felt panic rise in him. He heard a small gasp. He snapped his head to (Y/n)'s bathroom door.

There he saw a (Y/n) with wide eyes, her eyes were filled with fear looking at him and the razor.

"(Y/n), what is this?" He asked as his brows furrowed in pain, disbelief, and sorrow.

"I-its a razor b-blade..." she said stuttering as she looked to the ground, she felt hands around her waist and something just hugged her.

She saw Lilia's face burrowed in her shoulder, he was slightly trembling.

"Why? Why would you do this? To yourself, to the others, to me?" He said his voice cracking a bit, (Y/n) was very shocked that she couldn't say anything.

"Malleaus, Sebek, Silver, can't live without you, I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU!" He said yelling the last part as (Y/n) felt something wet on her shoulder.

She noticed that it was Lilia's tears, she hugged him as tears started to well up in her eyes.

"(Y/n) I can't live without you, I love you too much to let you go, I always have.." He said as he looked up at her with a few tears staining his face.

"Please don't leave me in this cruel world.." He said looking deeply into (Y/n)'s eyes.

"I-I won't because" She put a hand on his cheek "Because I l-love you too Lilia Vanrouge.." She says leaning in with her eyes closed.

Lilia blushed but leaned in as well, their lips connected, it was a sweet kiss.

They pulled away, Lilia saw a small blush on (Y/n) face as well as a few tears.

He kissed the tears away and smiled sweetly at her as he finally got the women of his dreams.

(Y/n) (l/n)......