Love Me (Lesbian Story)

Everything you're not

Maiya's POV

When I woke up I felt Demi's arms around me. I'm so happy she came back. I needed her and I couldn't live without her. The sheet rubbed across my legs and I felt it burn. That was weird. Oh no. I did it. I couldn't let Demi find out. She's be so disappointed in me. She's be so mad. I wiggled out of her embrace and went to my phone. It would be 80 degrees at its highest today. Ugh. That's too hot to wear pants. So I found a pair of shorts that covered the main area of the cuts and I put on a tank top and my normal bracelets. We were traveling today so I brought a cardigan just in case. I went into the bathroom ad started getting ready. Then Demi walked in. It was silent for the first ten minutes and then she just started sobbing. I was kinda upset at her but I hated to see her cry.
I walked over to her and hugged her tight and let her cry into my shirt. We stayed like that until her crying became little sniffles.
I looked at her straight I'm her face, "Baby what happened to us?" I said as she just stared at me. Then she just kissed me. It started out slow and then she tugged at my lip asking to enter. I refused at first but then I let her go.

Demi's POV

I missed our kisses like this. Now our tongues just battled for dominance. I could already read her mind: this would determined who said what first. We went on until she lost which meant she would start talking first. I could see the fear in her eyes. She just turned back around and continued brushing her hair. It was so gorgeously wavy and brown. And her face was so perfectly evenly tan. She was a golden prize that I wanted only for myself. I saw the tears in her eyes.

"I ran into my mom at the store yesterday." She said as she bit her lip.
Then it all came to me. Last night when she was laying in bed next to me and she said something. 'Mommy.' That's what she said.
"Dems are you okay? Come sit down," she insisted. I hadn't even realized I was swaying with the dizziness I was feeling.

Maiya's POV

She looks so sick. So I quickly helped her to the toilet.
"Sweetie are you okay? What's wrong? Lets get you something to eat." I said with tears still in my eyes. She looked so pitiful and it broke my heart.
"Yeah I'm fine. And please some food." She responded.
We went down to the lobby and got some breakfast and I noticed Demi playing with her food a little.
"Dems eat. Please." I whined at her.
She stared at me but it looked like she was staring through me.
"Demetria Devonne Lovato. Eat. NOW." I was going to get her to eat. We were traveling today and she needs to be stable.

She glared at me with piercing eyes. I had to look away. I'm trying I really am but what am I doing wrong?
"Demi what's wrong? Please tell me." I asked pleading her.
"Maybe I'll eat and tell you when you learn to be honest and tell the truth." I couldn't help it. I had to leave. I ran up to the hotel room. I went back to where I started. Back to the same thing. My blades. The only thing that never doubted me or let me down.
Soon after I realized I need to lock the door, but I was waving in and out of consciousness. I tried to get to the door but then fell. I knew all hell would break loose.