Love Me (Lesbian Story)

Something That We're Not

Maiya's POV
I turned the paper in my hand over and over. Its been a couple of weeks since Nicole came. I should do it but I can't. I don't want Demi to know. I feel bad though because yes I am his daughter. But no he didn't have the right to hurt me. Yes I should call. But no he doesn't deserve my forgiveness. Yes I should go because I can visit my grandma who I haven't seen in years. She's the last person I have hope in. I miss her more than anything.

"Hey babe. What's that?" Dems said as she kissed my cheek.
"Oh nothing. It's not important." I said as I got up and walked to the kitchen. I heard Demi sigh and go upstairs to Izabella's room. I feel bad for not telling her because she tells me everything. She trusts me. I trust her too but I just don't want her to know everything. Yet.
"Momma!" I heard Izabella call.
"Yes baby?" I yelled back as I got up.
"What's wrong with mommy?" she said as she pointed to our bedroom. I ran up to the bedroom and opened it. Izabella followed me in the room and climbed on the bed with Demi. She was laying on the bed in a ball. I laid behind her and hugged her.
"Nicole said that her dad is sick and he wants to see me." I said as I ran my fingers through her hair.
"Her dad? Do you guys have two different dads?" She turned around to face me with a puzzled look on her face.
"No. I just don't consider him my dad."
"But he is?"
"Yes but no." I said as I sighed.
"Maiya I know that he hurt you, but he's still your dad no matter what." She told me as she rubbed my back.
"Well he sure didn't act like it." I muttered as I got up.
"At least call to talk to him." She tried.
"No," I said as I made my way to the bathroom.
She just sighed and looked as if she thought of something.
"Izabella, do you want to meet your other grandpa?" She said as she smiled sweetly at Bella.
"YEAH!" She said excitedly.
"WHAT? NO!" I yelled as I turned back around to face them.
"Demi, no. We're not going and I'm not calling and that's final. If I had to suffer, them he can suffer as well. This isn't even half of what he deserves." I said as I walked out. I could feel the tears starting to come as I thought back a few years.
I heard Izabella start to cry.
"Baby, what's wrong?" I heard Demi ask her as I stood outside of the doorway.
"Momma is upset. I didn't want to make her mad. I'm sorry." she sobbed. I ran back in there.
"Baby girl, I wasn't upset with you. You didn't do anything wrong, okay?" I said as I hugged her and stroked her long, luscious hair.
"Okay" she sniffled. As I looked at Demi I could tell she felt guilty. I pulled her into the hug.
"It's okay baby. I'm not mad at you." Not quite sure which one I was talking to. Demi? Bella? Both?
We all ended up falling asleep from 2:30 until 6:00. When I got up Demi was awake holding Bella,who was still sleeping. I went downstairs and soon heard Demi follow after. As I turned the corner into the kitchen Demi pressed her body into mine against the counter. She kissed me softly, and then with a little more force. She asked for entrance which I didn't grant. She reached her hand around and grabbed my ass causing me to gasp. She took that chance to slip her tongue in my mouth. I felt her smirk against my lips as she battled her tongue against mine. We slowly pulled away.
"Demi?" I whispered.
"Yeah babe?" she said as she leaned her forehead against mine.
"I have to leave for a little bit. It won't be too long." I said as looked into her eyes.
"But baaaabbbbee. Whyyyy?" she whined.
"It's for work baby. I have to go to New York. I have some meetings and conferences." I informed her.
"When?" she whispered in response.
"I leave on Wednesday and come back Sunday night." I said as I rubbed my face.
"Baby that's so long. I don't want you to leave me for that long. What will we do for Bella? I can't stay here on Wednesday and Thursday." She said as she leaned back onto the counter.
"She can stay with Momma and Eddie. And then when you guys get home, we can Skype since our timezones will be different." I said as I pushed a strand of her hair behind her ear. She just softly smiled and shrugged.
"That's okay I guess."
"It won't be that bad I promise."
"I've haven't slept without you by myself in so long. It will be weird." She sighed.
"I know. It will be the same with me. Sleep with Bella so you won't be alone." I suggested.
"But it won't be the same. Instead of someone holding me, I'll be holding someone. I have to lay on an actual pillow too. This is torture just thinking about it." She said as she pulled me into her.
"Maybe you should please me before you go." She said as she started to rub my core through my pants.
"B-but Izabella. She's here." I stuttered trying not to moan.
"She can go momma's house." She said as she pulled away.
"Izabella!!" Demi called.
"Yes mommy?" she said from the top of the stairs.
"Do you want to go to grandma's house with Maddie?
"YEESS!!" She yelled.
"Okay then pack your stuff. We're leaving soon." And with that Izabella was off to pack her bags to leave.
An hour and a half later we were at their house and Izabella had already run off to find Maddie. We stayed to talk for a little bit but then we left to go back home.
As soon as we had made it through the door Demi had me pushed up against it. She kissed me up and down my neck. Then she came up and whispered in my ear, "I want you to please me tonight."

Demi's POV
She lifted me up and carried me up the stairs. I kissed her neck and sucked on her sweet spot. She moaned as she put me on the bed and laid on top of me kissing my lips. I felt her hands reach down and take off my shirt. I watched her as she then took hers off as well. I love her body. Her abs are perfect and her legs are gorgeous. I watched as she took off her pants and then she came back to me and took mine off. She looked me over and smiled.
"Like what you see?" I smirked. She nodded and smiled as she leaned down to kiss me. She then let her lips trail down as she sucked on my sweet spot. I moaned and I felt her smirk. She kept going down and she kissed and nibbled on my collarbone. She went down more until she reached the rim of my boyshorts. I moaned as she teased me through my underwear.
"Maiya stop playing around." I moaned as I squirmed.
"But that's no fun." She said as she rubbed my clit through my underwear. Finally she took of my underwear and kept kissing down. Then she took her tongue and rubbed it along my clit and my entrance. I moaned as she swirled her tongue around. She kissed me there over and over and it was driving me crazy. After I squirmed a bit she put her fingers in and worked her magic. She started out slow but then added another finger and quickened her pace. My breathing became short pants. I started to buck my hips and then she curled her fingers and sped up again. I moaned as I released all I had in me. Then Maiya kissed me down there over and over causing me to buck and moan at every touch. She smiled and came up to kiss me. She pulled away.
"I want you to wait until I get back to return the favor. This is for you until I get back. I love you Dems. No matter where I go, how long I'm gone, or what happens between the two of us I'll always love you and I'll always be here for you. Don't ever forget that."

Maiya's POV
I spent the past few days before I had to leave with Izabella and Demi. They both cried a bit when I left, even though I kept telling them that we can Skype or FaceTime every day.
The plane ride is long and boring. I felt so lonely. I've never flown by myself before. I hate it. As the girl beside me was grabbing her stuff to leave her arm came up and hit me.
"Oh my god I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to do that." She said as she started to reach out to me. Then she just stopped.
"Maiya?" she said as she giggled.
"Journie?" I said with a surprised look on my face. She has always been beautiful. She has girls and guys crushing on her. Back in high school people had even claimed themselves to be "journiesexual.' She had always been my good friend and honestly she was my first girl crush.
"You're still looking good." I said as I smiled. She blushed.
"Same to you. You look so cute. It's been years. I've missed you. Do you still live here?" She asked as we walked out of the airport.
"No I live in California with my girlfriend now. My dad kicked me out." I said as I shrugged and smiled. I saw her face kinda deflate a little but she kept her smile on her face.
"Your dad was always kind of crazy." She responded.
"Yeah that's actually part of the reason that I'm here. Nicole came to find me to tell me that he's sick and he wanted to see me. But I didn't want to because I felt like that would be giving into him again and telling him that what he did to me was okay. Which it wasn't." I said as we stopped at what I'm guessing is her car.
"We all wondered what happened to you. You just suddenly stopped talking to everyone. By that way, do you need a ride?" She asked as she put we stuff in the trunk of her SUV.
"Yeah that would be great thanks. And I just felt like no one would like me if they found out I was a lesbian." I checked my phone and saw I got a text from Demi.
"I hope your trip was good. Wish I was with you. Izabella said hi and she loves and misses you. I love you baby call me as soon as you can. XOXO"
"Is Demi your girlfriend? Like THE Demi Lovato?" She said as she stared at me wide-eyed. I smiled.
"Yeah. That's her. And Izabella is out daughter that we adopted last month from Guatemala." I said as I showed her a picture of all of us.
"Oh my god you guys are the cutest. Izabella is precious." She said as she pulled into a restaurant. Then I heard her mumble something that sounded an awful like, "How am I supposed to compete with that?" But I just shrugged it off as I followed her inside. I sat down at the booth and she sat beside me. After we ordered. She grabbed my hand. I ignored it thinking that it was just a friendly gesture. We talked about these past few years and memories as we waited for our food. When it came I let go so I could eat. Then Journie put her hand on my leg and started stroking my thigh. She kept going up and I tried to ignore it. I didn't want to moan.
"Do you want to stay at my house while you're in town?" she whispered in my ear. I told her that I could stay at a hotel or with my dad since he wanted to see me. But she just kept begging me. She said she was alone and she wanted to get to talk to me more. I just simply nodded not knowing what I was getting myself into.