Love Me (Lesbian Story)

Old Ways

Bella's POV
Grandma was so nice. She read me stories and she sang songs to me. She was just like Momma. But then she got mean when Momma came home. Momma told me to leave but I didn't wanna. I wanted to see. Grandma was so mean to Momma. But then I saw Momma hit grandma. She kept hitting her. But then Grandma started hurting Momma. That made me a little sad but I was really mad. So I got a little closer. I had to be quiet and hide so Momma wouldn't see or hear me. I walked closer and saw Momma reaching for something. I saw the light on the table so I pushed it. It hit Grandma in the head. I didn't mean to hurt her bad. I just wanted her to stop. I was so scared that I didn't move. Then Momma looked up and saw me. She took a deep breath and came to pick me up. I was scared I was going to get in trouble with Momma so I started to cry.

Its been a long time since that day. I think. We stay at Miss Emmy's house a lot. Momma and I almost live here. Momma says its almost Thanksgiving. Next week she said. She said that we get turkey and pie. I looked at Momma as she held me. I wasn't asleep but she thought I was. She's so pretty and I don't know why people want to hurt her. She looks so sad everyday. Sometimes when she's with me and Miss Emmy she smiles and laughs a lot. But she didn't look sad until we left home and went away from Mommy. I miss Mommy a lot. I love being with Momma but I want to go visit Mommy for a little bit. I miss the way she would tickle me and make me smile and laugh when I was sad. Momma does it too but I just wanna see Mommy. I dunno if Momma misses Mommy. I think Momma likes Miss Emmy. She used to tell Mommy that she loved her but I haven't heard her say it to Miss Emmy. I'm hungry and I want something to drink. I wiggled out of Momma's arms and she didn't move so I walked out of the room and down the stairs quietly. Miss Emmy was sitting on the chair watching TV.
She turned around and saw me. I stopped walking. She smiled at me.
"Hey Bella. Why are you up? Its late." She said as she walked towards me. I held my arms up so she can pick me up.
"I'm hungwy. And I want some wata." I said as I laid my head on her shoulder and put my thumb in my mouth. Momma tells me not to sometimes but she always smiles when I do it.
"Okay baby. Lets see what we have." She set me on the counter and looked at me.
"Do you want something hot or cold?" She asked.
"Hot. I'm cold."
"Okay how about some tomato soup and grilled cheese?" she smiled. She's really pretty.
I nodded my head and smiled back.
"You look like your Momma when you smile. It's cute." She said as she walked to the cabinets with the food. "Thank you." I said. Momma always tells me to be nice.
She walked to get the cheese and the bread and butter. She let me put the cheese on the bread before she warmed it up so it could melt.
After all of the food was warmed up and we put water on the table, we both sat down at the table. I put my napkin on my legs like Momma always does. Then Emily prayed for the food like Momma does and then we started eating.
"Why do you and Momma do that?" I asked.
"Do what sweetie?"
"Pray for the food."
"We do it to say thank you for the food. Because we need food to live but we don't want to take advantage of it." She said.
"What does that mean?" I said as I dipped my grilled cheese in my soup.
"We always have to be happy that we have food and we have to say thank you for what we have. Just like you say thank you when someone gives you a gift." She said then took a bite of her grilled cheese.
"So food is a gift?"
"It's kind of like a gift." She laughed.
"Oh okay." We continued eating. But I just had to know.
"Do you like Momma?" I asked as I picked up my spoon to eat my soup again. Miss Emmy started coughing.
"Erg umm she's very beautiful. She is really nice and she makes me happy. So I guess I do a little. But shhh, don't tell your mother." She smiled again.
"Shhhh." I said after her. Then she nodded her head. Then we just kept eating. It was very quiet. I finished eating and drinking my water, so Miss Emmy put our stuff away. She took me to the chair with her and we watched Sofia the First and Doc McStuffins. I like those shows.
"I have to go potty." I said as I sat up on the couch.
"Okay let's go potty and then you go back to bed. Okay?" she said as she stood up and walked with me to the bathroom.
I nodded and followed her. After I went potty she carried me back to Momma and tucked me in beside her. She kissed my forehead like Momma and Mommy always do. I started to cry.
"Good night Bella."
"Good night Miss Emmy."
I miss Mommy.