Love Me (Lesbian Story)

Mistake

Demi's POV
I miss Maiya so much. She called and told me about her friend Journie. She sounds really nice and I want to meet her. But I'm kinda jealous that Journie gets to be with her right now and I don't.
"Mommy?" Bella called.
"Yes baby?" I called as I poked my head around the kitchen doorway.
"When is momma coming back? I miss her." She said as she started to cry.
"Aww baby. I know. I miss her too. She is coming back in two days. On Sunday Momma will be back home." I said as I hugged her as she sniffled. Two more days until I get my baby back. I have the next couple of days off so I'm going to spend them with Izabella.
"Baby girl, do you want to go to Disney World with me?" I asked as I stroked her unbrushed hair.
"Yeah!! I want to meet the princesses." She immediately started to feel better.
So I got us plane tickets to Florida and we left on Saturday morning. It's really early so Bella went back to sleep. I want her to have as much time to have fun as she can.

When we arrived we decided to head to the hotel first so that after we can just head straight to bed if we were tired. She went on every ride she could. And she got to meet Cinderella, Belle, Sleeping Beauty, Elsa and Anna, Jasmine and Ariel. Once we got back to the hotel, it was only 2:30 but Bella was really tired so I just bathed her and put her to bed. After I had showered, I decided to see if Maiya was busy or not. I skyped her on my laptop and luckily she answered.
"Hey babe,"she beamed. I just wanted to hold her in my arms.
"Hi baby. How's your trip?" I asked as I stared into her eyes.
"Pretty good. It's been kinda boring but not too bad. Meetings and conferences." She stuck out her tongue and laughed.
"How's our little Bella?" She asked as she laid down on the bed with her feet up.
"Momma?" I heard a little voice say. I turned and saw Izabella sitting up beside me rubbing her eyes.
"Hey baby girl! How are you?" Maiya said as she smiled brightly at the sight of our daughter.
"I'm tired." She said as she yawned and laid down in front of the laptop next to me.
"Really? What did you do today?"
"We went to Disney World and I got to meet the princesses!" she exclaimed.
"Woah that sounds so fun. That's a lot better than meetings all day," Maiya said as we giggled at Bella's excitement.
"Where's Journie?" I asked, curious to see her.
"Hold on I'll get her." Then she yelled her name. Soon another face appeared on the screen with Maiya's.
"Journie this is my girlfriend Demi and our daughter Izabella." She said proudly.
"Oh my god hi!! It's so nice to meet you guys. Even though it's not in person." She said as she giggled nervously.
"Hey it's nice to meet you too." I said as I waved.
"Hi Izabella. You're so cute." She said as she waved at Bella.
"Thank you," she said as she slightly hid behind me. I hugged her and pulled her close to me. After we all talked for a while I decided to go since me and Izabella hadn't eaten dinner yet. Journie seems nice and all but there's something I don't like about her, I just can't figure out what it is quite yet.

Maiya's POV
I miss my girls so much. I want to hold them and kiss them and tell them how much I love them.
"Do you want to go to the bar with me tonight?" Journie asked as she walked into the room we've been sharing. I was kinda bored and hadn't done anything since I got here.
"Sure. I'm just gonna visit my dad first and we can go when I get back." I really don't want to but it has to be done.

I got ready to go. When I arrived at the house, I checked the mirror and fixed my hair and made sure my makeup was fine, trying to look my best, but something kept nagging me and telling me that I can't ever look good enough. I sat and stared in the mirror for a good ten minutes. I felt the urges come back. I heard the voices telling me that I'd never be good enough for him. I started shaking and crying. I ruffled through my purse to find my phone. Once I got it I unlocked it and tried to call Demi but my mind couldn't focus. All I could see was my case that was supposed to be used for my retainer, but I always kept my blades in there. I stared at it, debating if I should tell Demi what I'm doing right now. I finally got to Demi's number and I sat there deciding if I should tell her or not. I hesitantly pressed the call button and waited for Demi to pick up.
"Hey baby what's up?" she asked kinda worried.
"Demi..I..." I started. I was stuttering, trying to find the word I needed in my jumbled up mind.
"Maiya, are you okay? Where are you right now? Where's Journie?" she asked me. I sat there processing what she had just said to me.
"I-I'm at m-my d-dad's h-house. By m-myself. Demi I-I can't b-breathe. I h/hear the voices and I c-can't make them go a-away. I need h-help Demi." I started crying as I started to shake uncontrollably.
"Aww baby listen. I'm right here. You are strong. You can do this. I wanted to be with you when you went to talk to him. You are more powerful than those voices and you know that. Keep your head up high. His expectations aren't important. Your expectations of yourself is what's important. I know this is going to be hard for you, but you have to prove to your father that you're strong. If it helps, think of this more as proving to him that you're stronger than you've ever been and he can't bring you down. Baby I know you can do it." She said in a calm voice. It immediately calmed me down and my breathing was back to normal again.
"Okay. Thank you so much Demi. You're amazing and I don't know what I'd do without you." I said as I smiled at the thought of being with her again tomorrow.
"I love you Maiya. Don't ever forget that." She said as she made a kissy noise in the phone.
"I love you too Dems." I said as I kissed her back through the phone. After we hung up, I started reapplying my makeup so I looked normal. After I was satisfied, I got out and stared at the house. I had to do this. I walked up and knocked on the door. To my surprise the old man himself answered.
"Maiya?" he whispered. He pulled me into a hug and started crying.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I love you. I love you so much baby girl." He cried. I led him inside after I shut the door. He just kept hugging me and crying. He said on the sofa and I sat on the chair across the room, not sure if I wanted to be by him right now. After about fifteen minutes he stopped crying and only let out little sniffles. I had always resembled my dad. My figure always resembled him and I got my soft curly hair from him as well.
"Maiya. I'm so sorry I treated you that way for all of those years. I wish I could go back and change what I did." He said with a little cough.
"Well you can't so great job." I snapped as I crossed my legs.
"You ruined me. You destroyed every hope that was ever inside of my soul as a teenager. Just because I liked the same sex. That's ridiculous. You deserve to die and rot in hell." I shouted. I am extremely upset right now. He ruined my teenage years and now he thinks that crying will make it better.
"I know. I know and I'm sorry. I know words nor actions could explain how sorry I am and how much I regret it. I'm sorry that I took my anger out on you. Honestly, I didn't care that you like the same sex. And I still don't. Your mother did. And when she left I was upset. And I calmed myself by drinking. But that went wrong and I ended up taking it out on you. And I'm sorry. It's my fault. I support your life decisions. I just want you to be happy." He said as he looked down to his hands. I walked over to him and kneeled in front of him.
"You do? You really do? Oh my god. I feel like this is a dream. " I said as he hugged me.
"I'm so sorry ." He whispered in my ear.
"I forgive you." I whispered as a tear fell from my eye.
"I love you princess." He said as he smiled at me. I smiled back at him as I thought back to the days when he always called me that.
"I love you too Daddy." I said as I sat beside him.
"So how have you been princess?" He asked as he pulled me into his side.
"Pretty good actually. I have a girlfriend and we've adopted a little girl from Guatemala." I said a I smiled at the thought of my little family.
"Oh my god. My princess has grown up. What's their names?" he asked.
"Demi is my girlfriend and Izabella is our daughter."
"Wait Demi as in THE Demi Lovato? As in the one you've been obsessed with for years on end?" he said as he chuckled.
"Yup. That's the one." I pulled out my phone so I could show him a picture.
"You guys are precious." He smiled.
After we talked for a couple more hours I decided that I had to go.