lost on you | -Jikook FF

I might just kiss you

Jungkooks pov:

Jungkook felt really awkward now that jimin apologized he didn't know what else to say.

His heart was pumping wildly and he wanted to slap himself for it.

'What's wrong with me?'

He wanted to scream and yell at jimin for being his stunning self, how dare he take jungkooks breath away ?!

"Let's go on another date."

Jungkook knew that it was too soon to ask jimin on a date, especially since the last one ended so badly but the moment he realized what he said it was already too late.

The only thing he could do was to pray that Jimin would say yes.

Jimin on the other hand had no reason to agree.

Jungkook may be objectively handsome, but that meant nothing to jimin.

Every time he looked the doe-eyed boy in the face, he either wanted to run away or vomit.
So saying yes was definitly not an option.

"You can stop pretending that you're intrested in me. I already know about the bet" said Jimin in an indifferent tone.

Jungkook's eyes grew twice the size at the unexpected mentioning of the bet.

'How does he know?'

"I-, How do you.... does this change the way you see me?" asked Jungkook puzzled.

Jimin sighed.

"No, not really. I mean, why would it? It's not the bet that's the problem, it's the way you act."

"What do you mean?"

"That's exactly what I mean. You're too stuck up to realize that what you do and the things you say can potentially harm someone.
You're lucky I don't have any feelings for you, but have you ever thought of the people whose hearts you play with?Don't you understand that they are humans like you and me? There has to be at least one person that you care about, right? I mean, I wouldn't be surprised if that wasn't the case, but let's assume that there is someone. How would you feel if someone hurt them just because they want to. Tell me?!"
At this point it was obvious for lisa that jimin was talking about and for her, he gave her thoughts a voice.

Surprisingly Jungkook didn't feel annoyed after jimin's little rent, no it was quite the opposite.

While he didn't really care about the people he 'hurt', he thought that it was really cute that jimin was so passionate about trying to make him feel bad.

"No, to be honest I don't care about those people but if you don't stop being this adorable i might just kiss you"

"You can't be serious" said jimin sounding kinda horrified.

Jungkooks mood swings really scared the shit out of him.

"I admit that i intended to make you fall in love with me because of the bet but now I changed my mind.
I hate you, I really do.
I can't tell you how much i hate the fact that you make me wanna be a better human. I hate that you make me feel things I can't even explain.
I want you. I want you to be mine. Give me a chance"

"NO!!" screamed lisa seemingly out of nowhere. "Jimin, please tell him that you won't go on another date with him."

The soft boy was quite surprised by jungkooks confession and even though he felt bad for Jungkook since he didn't feel the same he was more worried about lisa.

He doesn't necessarily know how she felt right now but he could guess that the poor girl had enough.

If he was in her shoes he would probably react in a similiar way, but can you blame her?

First she had to hear from someone else that one of her best friends was going on a date with the guy she'd liked for ages, and then he actually admitted that he was going crazy for said friend, while she had to watch from the side line.

Lisa was a patient girl but even she had her limits.

"Don't " whispered lisa heartbroken.

"What the hell is your problem? And who even are you to tell MY jimin what to do??" yelled a frustated Jungkook.

Jungkook could have sworn that if it weren't for her jimin would have given him a chance.

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