lost on you | -Jikook FF

Safe haven

Shuhua's pov:

Misfit

Shuhua always felt like a misfit.

She knew that her family loved and adored her, but no matter how hard she tried to meet their expectations and make them proud, she just couldn't.

Unlike many of her peers, Shuhua had no dreams or desires, she decided early on that she would accept what life entails without complaining, but her parents didn't understand that.

They always played her thoughts and doubts down and told her it was just a phase, that she was being lazy and that one day she would be grateful that they 'didn't give up' on her.

They forced her to go to a school she hated with all her might, made her meet and talk to people she didn't get along with, and manipulated her in any way they saw fit, just to make them feel better about themselves.

But the more they tried to be 'good parents', the worse she felt about being the way she was.

She was a failure.

She didn't want to strive for money, success or fame, no, she wanted to lead a simple life.

The pressure and guilt ate her alive.
They made her do many things that she shouldn't have done and due to her her internal struggles, she made a huge mistake that will haunt her forever.

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Tzuyu's pov:

"Of course not, he ... ops, I'm sorry tzu~, you know that i love you but I'm actually not allowed to tell you."

"Huh? Not allowed to tell me ? I'm your friend and this is about Jimin, who is also your friend! You can't hide important information from me" protested Tzuyu.

"I know but... please understand me, I may not like Yoongi, but I'm not ungrateful. I can't stab him in the back after what he did for me."

"Then tell me what he did for you so that I can understand why you're on his side and not on mine, as you should!" urged tzuyu.

"Tzuyu. Please. I dont wanna talk about it, it's too personal-..."

"Too personal? Don't you trust me?"

"Of course I do, but this has nothing to do with trust. I dont wanna talk about it and you should accept my decision" answered Shuhua who was getting more and more worked up.

"Fine! Whatever!"

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Yoongi's pov:

Yoongi wasn't necessarily a lazy person but he didn't like putting effort into things that won't benefit him in any way but right now he didn't give a fuck.
He was desperately searching for Jimin, he kept calling him and going to all the places he knew Jimin liked to visit but to no avail.

Jimin was still missing.

"Where are you..."

While he was asking a neighbor if he had seen him, his phone suddenly rang and he couldn't be more relieved than the moment he read the name on his screen.

"Where?"

"You're too straightforward for your own good, "grumbled the person on the other line.

"Quit it. Where is he?"

"Hmmm ... as far as I know he's at the graveyard with Jungkook. You know the one near the old church that you loathe so much. God knows what they are doing there. You should -"