lost on you | -Jikook FF

Lisa

Lisa's pov:

Lisa was born to be a princess, at least that's what her mother always told her and her mother never lied.

Her mother was a kind hearted woman who would do anything to protect her precious daughter, even if she had to sell her soul to the devil, and that's what she did.

When Lisa's father left her for her own younger sister, whom she trusted most, she felt like she was dying.

How could her husband betray her like that with her own flesh and blood, not only breaking her heart into millions of pieces, but also ruining her relationship with her sister forever.

Worst of all, she didn't have the luxury to mourn over what she'd lost. 
Right now, her main priority was no other than Lisa.

Lisa was still a toddler, too young to understand the gravity of her father's sins.
She was lovely, innocent, and pure, everything a mother could ask for.

But as much as she loved those traits of her child, she was also afraid that as soon as she got older and started questioning everything, she would lose her carefree spirit and be just as broken as her.

She's never been an independent woman, she always needed someone by her side to guide her through life, but right now she was all alone and lost.
Her lover was long gone and with him the only family she ever had.

If the situation wasn't shitty enough, she was slowly running out of money and time.

She needed help but who would help her? The answer came on a cold winter evening in form of a handsome married man who promised her a better life for the exchange of her body.
The woman knew that if she agreed, she would lose a part of herself that she would never regain, but the thought of her innocent baby starving to death just because she couldn't be a good mother was worse than anything  she could ever imagine.

She had to do it, not for herself, but for the only thing that kept her alive.

The men, who seemed to enjoy her company more than his wife's, surprisingly stayed true to his word and helped her as much as possible.
But as the years passed by and the first signs of aging were clearly visible on her beautiful face, the man quickly lost interest and replaced her with a new 'toy'.

At the news of her replacement she broke down, everything she worked for and everything she sacrificed was for nothing.

Her little child was a teenager now, but she was still young and deserved to be pampered. 

But how would she be able to give her all the necessities she needed if her only source of income abandoned her ?
As if fate was not cruel enough her ex-husband returned just a few months after her 'break up' with her 'affair' and begged for her forgiveness.

She wasn't stupid, she knew that he didn't regret a single thing he did, neither to her nor to their daughter and that if he had the chance he would do it again.

She hated him with every single fieber of her body, if she could she would kill him, but this isn't about pride nor revenge.

No matter how much she hated the thought of taking that bastard back, she had no choice, it's not like she ever had a choice.
She needed money.

Lisa, who noticed the struggles and pain of her mother since she was little, hated the new addition to her small family.

The man who was the cause of all their misery suddenly acted as if he had done nothing wrong, as if nothing had happened.

The blonde girl wasn't religious, not the slightest bit, but since her 'father' started living with them, she started praying for a miracle.
She tried to explain to God that he had made a mistake, her mother was a good person and she didn't deserve anything that happened to her. He had to fix it.

And he did.

When she first met Jungkook, she was barely 16 and was sitting in front of a court waiting for her turn.

She didn't necessarily know why her presence was needed, she only knew from her mother that it was about her father.

Usually she would be overjoyed to hear that he was getting into trouble, but right now she couldn't stop staring at the love of her life.

If she really was a princess like her mother always told her than there was no doubt that he had to be her prince charming.

The teenager learned later on that her father was trying to fraud some clients of a powerful CEO and it turned out that this CEO was Jungkook's father.

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Jimin's Pov:

"Are you okay?" asked Jimin gently, stroking Lisa's back and making Jungkook unintentionally angry.

'That fucking bitch!'

"Yeah, just don't do it" pleaded lisa desperately.

'Do what?',  even she herself wasn't too sure what exactly she was begging for and why.

Was it her jealousy or was she genuinely worried about her friend?

Probably an unhealthy mix of both.

"Okay" whispered Jimin reassuringly.

"Are you kidding me? You choose her over me? Who even is she??"

His words cut right through Lisa and her already fragile self-esteem, maybe he was right, who was she to intervene? 

But it wasn't her fault that she was in love with an asshole.

He made her fall in love without any warning and now he doesn't want to take responsibilty.

Maybe she was childish or even selfish to think so, but to be fair, he was no better.

"I like you" confessed the girl.

If today was a normal day, she wouldn't even have dreamed of telling Jungkook about her growing feelings, but when he asked who she was, it hit her.

If she doesn't take the initiative now, she'll never be able to woo him.

"And? What about it?" asked the tall teenager coldly.

She already guessed that his reaction wasn't going to be nice, but it still stung.

"I don't want you to go on a date with jimin. He can't stand you, but if you asked me out i would say yes and i might be able to ..."

"Shut up," interrupted Jungkook, not the least bit interested in what she was going to say.

"I want Jimin. Only HIM"

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That's what i call a reaaallly long chapter ^-^