lost on you | -Jikook FF

Train

Jimin's pov:

He sighed but accepted defeat.

"You won't stop bothering me until I give in, right?"

"Yep."

"Sometimes I hate that I love you, but there is nothing I can do about it.
Yoongi is, how should I put it, a bit like an evil guardian angel.

I think this term fits perfectly.

Do you remember when I told you about the time my father remarried?
I had a lot of problems back then, especially when I told him that his new wife was making me feel uncomfortable, but he didn't take me seriously.

He thought I was just causing trouble because that's what kids do and while it's partially true, I didn't lie when I said something was wrong with her.
I can't believe that he's still married to that woman, but that's not the point.
One day I got into a big argument with my stepmother and decided to run away because I was more than sure that nobody would miss me anyway.
I didn't pack or prepare anything as it was quite a spontaneous act so it was no real surprise that i didnt get very far.

Imagine a tiny version of me sitting all alone in a train to who knows where.
Was it the right thing to run away or would I regret it?

I really didn't know the answer, but from today's perspective, I can promise you that I would do it again because if I hadn't taken the step, I wouldn't have met Yoongi.

He was on the same train as me.
I'm not exactly sure what he wanted there, but I truely believe that we were meant to meet on that day.

I can still remember how he looked as a child: he had dyed his hair light blue and had chubby cheeks like mine, he was really adorable.

When I was younger I was incredibly shy and even though he was way cuter when we first met, I was still intimidated by him.

The first thing he said to me was that I look like a stray kitten. I mean, if someone looks like a cat then it would be obviously him, but still...

He made fun of me and asked what a 'toddler' was doing here all by himself. Of course I ignored him at the beginning..... my birth mother always told me not to talk to strangers and I was a pretty obedient child, but since yoongi was about my age I classified him as harmless and trusted him enough to tell him about everything.

Yoongi was differnet from my parents, unlike my mother and father, who were too preoccupied with their own lives, he cared about the things I had to say and how I felt.

He actually listened to me and assured me that i didn't do anything wrong, he knew what I was going through.

But he also told me that no matter how angry I was at the moment, me running away won't fix anything.

After convincing me to go home and to rethink my plans, he even escorted me to my house.

You can't imagine how much trouble I got, but it was totally worth it.

The next week I heard that the same train had a fatal accident just a few stops after yoongi had convinced me to take another train back.

Every passenger died.

You see..if it wasn't for Yoongi , I would be for sure more than dead."

"Minnie ... I didn't know that.. Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful nothing happened to you but it still doesn't excuse the way he treats you" added tzuyu softly.

"You'r right, but he's not always like that. He can be a real sweetheart when he wants.

When i realized that he saved me from what would have ended as a tragedy for me, I searched for him and belive me when i tell you that i was a little too determined to befriend him.