Crown (editing And Rewriting Some Chapter)

chapter 22

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❝ I don't think it will
Be possible for me
To forget such a dazzling
Eyes
Which captivated my
Dreams ❞

Your pov :

I sat in my blaconey looking up at the sky , feeling the breeze touching my face like kissing it, a small smile at itself on my lips as the soft melody of my fav song graced my ears.

Itni mohobat karo na
Ma dub na jao kahi
Wapas kinara pa ana
Mai bhul na jao kahi
Jabsa hai dekha chara tera
Mai to afto soya nahi

Bol do na jara
Dil mai jo hai chipa
Mai kisisa kahoga nahi (x2)

Muja neind ati nahi hai akla
Khuwabo mai aya karo
Nahi chal sakuga tumhara bina
Mai mera tum sahara bano
Ek tumha chana ka alwa
Aur kuch humsa hoga nahi

Bol do na jara
Dil mai jo hai chipa
Mai kisisa kahoga nahi (x2)

(Sorry but for me in this world there is not only hollywood and kpop armys not from india listen to this song its one of my fav by arman malik sir)

I was busy singing when I heard a soft cough from behind I turned back and I saw the most beautiful person I laid my eyes on, his beautiful eyes were wide with hint of little shock and administration, his beautiful lips were set in breathtaking boxy smile,he wore a long white shirt which gave a fine outline of his sculptured chest with some baggy jumpers, I couldn't help but think was he always so hot from birth or am I the only one drooling on him, he coughed again and I got out of my thoughts

"oh taehyung" I tried to sound as if I wasn't just starting him shamelessly "your still awake what happened ?" his deep voice made my inside churn with an unknown desire, I could feel goosebumps rising as a silent shiver went down my spine This guy didn't even knew what effect he had on me

I turned around and patted the seat next to me he slowly walked towards me and sat there as I stopped the music, there was a serene silence between us as if we could Sense eachother's thoughts without even saying them" You want me to be honest?"

I looked at him with my eyes meeting his and I realised something, Kim taehyung had those eyes which could make some just want to drown themselves in there depths and look for all those Mistry's hidden behind those dark pupils "what if I said yes? Will you be honest to me?"

I smiled hearing him, I already knew he was going to ask something like that but God knows if he would have just asked me to tell him everything I wouldn't even think before telling him everything " I couldn't sleep, just___couldn't"

I closed my eyes heaving in a deep sigh looking down I felt warmth grasping my hands I looked at him as he interlocked his fingers with mine " You said you'll be honest with me Y/n "

Tears welled in my eyes, I could never understand how could he know me so much better than I know myself, I've always felt this that he could read me like an open book he's the always one that could make me put all my barriers down without me even knowing " I haven't talked about it in along time because I was afraid, afraid ill be risking everything I've ever Loved, you don't know how it feels when your parents and the people you love are killed infront of your eyes and you can't do anything"

A silent tear roled down my eyes, it was the worst day of my life I could still see the smirk of that demon when he killed my family in front ofmy eyes, and I couldn't do anything
" from a very young age my parents taught me to fight and use weapons, I was the only heiress to there lineage and I had to be perfect but because of this I was not allowed to make friends, so your parents were the only people I knew and maybe the only friends I had, my life was caged up from a young age I was told that outside this mension there is cruel world who will use me and spat me away, I was told not to trust anyone, I was told that everyone outside just want my power, my dad was a very strict man he loved me unconditional but sometimes he forgot I was a human too, when I use to feel alone uncle kim your dad use to help me listen to me he was a father figure for me I loved him dearly and that day

I hiccup and closed my eyes tightly and let my tears flow freely, slowly opening my eyes I looked at him, his eyes held a deeper understanding and a sense of comfort in them which made me feel calm insteadly, he made me remember uncle Kim so much but with him I felt more comfortable and whole then I felt with anyone "You know you don't have to carry on if you don't want too, its ok maybe there is still time before you take it all out and I think everyone of us deserve to know the truth"

He smiled at me making me stare at him even more, I smiled back at him even though I was in tears he pulled me in a warm hug and stroked my hair softly, I felt a sense of safety a feeling of being loved unconditinally, I felt like home.

And with that feeling the wall I've been building all my life broke within that moment and I cried my heart out I can't be so strong for a long time, I clutched his shirt which I knew was damping in my tears but he didn't said anything, after crying my eyes out I stopped he pulled away and looked at me he wipped my tears and kissed my forehead

I closed my eyes as a smile pulled on my lips, looking at his beautiful face, I couldn't help but love every second of this moment where his eyes were looking at me with love and care and at that moment I knew I was falling for him and hell I didn't regret it " You know you should probably stop before I fall for you even more"

My words made his eyes grew wide and he blushed hard I giggled softly at him "ar_are you serious,y_you like m_me"

I laughed out loud towards him, grabbing the hem of his shirt I pulled him closer where I could feel is Breath touching my skin " Like? That's a small word don't you think I would rather call it love"

And with that I kissed him, he was shocked before his hands sneaked there way towards my waist and he pressed himself more towards me, I smiled this was it, the home I've been finding all my life

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