Miss Unfortionante

Chapter Thirty-Eight: Rose

Recap

She got in my face, pulling something out pushing it under my chin, lifting my head up. Then I realize it's a gun....

Bang!

She falls limp in my lap, blood spaders all over my face, running down my neck. Shaking violently, looking down i see my mother dead. Covered in her own blood. Tears were threating to come out. How could I still care even after all the shit she's put me through?

because she's your mother. says a little voice in my head.

Ugh, I know but she hurt me, so bad and she said I deserve it, but I still care. Looking up from her dead body, to see Ryder's mom with a gun pointing at where my mother was standing, smiling at me.

"You're welcome." she says bowing. "she was going to kill you, but boss doesn't want that... just yet." she says laughing. "sorry i forgot to introduce myself. How rood of me. My name is Tasha, Ryders mom. Nice to meet you." she extends her hand wanting me to shake it, but there is a problem my hands are tied down.

"I would love to shake your hand but there is just a little problem." I say yanking on the ropes that was holding me captive. "I can't , so I'm sorry." she starts laughing, falling to the ground holding her stomach. What the hell just happened? I am so confused right know. She starts calming down a little, then she starts up all over again.

"Sorr...sorr.."she says between laughs. She couldn't even finish. "Sorry. I don't know what came over me." she says whipping away tears from the corner of her eyes. She slowly got up making her way to me. "So your the girl my boy is in love with, huh." she walks all around me. "I thought he would pick someone pretty not some ugly bitch, but what can you do. I did abandon him, so I didn't get to teach him how to pick a woman and not some little bitch." she says with venom. Tears were threating to come out. How could someone be so cruel? What did I ever do to deserve this. I lower my head letting the tears stream down my face. I don't understand. Why me? Why Ryder? What did we do?

"Awe, is the little baby crying?" she says in a baby voice. I hear something moving, but I refuse to look up. All of a sudden pain shoots up my shoulder. I jerk my head up seeing she stabbed me in the shoulder. I look from her to my shoulder. She smiles, ripping out the knife. I scream out in pain. She laughs at my misery. Then stabs me again.

"wh..why are you doing this?" I ask. Pain was consuming my body. She laughs shaking her head, walking away leaving the room. I let my head drop, sobbing. Why? After a couple of minute's I could even feel anything. Everything just numb. I don't know what's better, not feeling or feeling. I hear the door open then slam shut. I didn't even bother lifting my head up. I don't even care anymore. What's the point?

"Awe are you giving up already?" Mykel says. I jerk my head up. Staring at him, shaking violently. I hate how he makes me feel so, so vulnerable. He chuckles at my discomfort. "I think you should keep fighting..." he says. A huge smile appears on his face. " for Ryder's sake." What does he mean for Ryder's sake? I yank on the ropes, trying to get free. What is happening to Ryder. My blood was boiling, my hands were bleeding from me digging my nails into my hands. My wrists were burning from trying to get out, but I don't care. They are hurting Ryder. Ryder gave me back my happiness. He is my happiness and they're not taking it away again. I'm going to fight for him until the day I die. I kept pulling on the ropes but no madder how hard I pull nothing works. Ryder could be getting killed all I know.