sundown musings

grew out of comfort

exhausted. tired. burned out. stressed. drained. empty.

if there's something constant in my life right now, it's the feeling of exhaustion. on the verge of falling into depression. in the brink of being indifferent. and that's normal, everybody goes through this phase. we may have different versions of coping up, phases, levels...but we'll survive this.

but, what if, what used to be your diversion of stress no longer works for you? what used to be an outlet for my repressed emotions...cannot contain it right now. what used to be my comfort zone isn't so soothing anymore. it's like i was kicked out of my personal space and now, i'm homeless.

where should i go when the secluded place that keeps me calm was now infected by the chaotic world?

where should i go when i already outgrew my comfort zone?

where should i go when i don't know where i belong anymore?

s i n | "grew out of comfort"

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