i'm not gonna lie to myself. i have thought of this a thousand times. i've imagined countless of ways how i would do it. i have planned when, where and all the things i wanna say are already written down. everything is ready.
until you crossed my mind. I
i wonder how you would feel when you hear the news. i wonder how much impact i caused in your life. what will you do? will you scream and get mad at me? will you drown yourself with alcohol? will you blame yourself for not seeing the signs?
will you cry when I die?
and i know you will. if it is just me, i wouldn't think twice of putting an end to this misery. if it's just me, i would have done it right now. nut my life isn't just mine, it's yours too, and to everyone else i value and love.
i don't wanna be selfish. i wanna fight, not just for me but for you as well. for the people who believes in me.
s i n | "will you cry"
BINABASA MO ANG
sundown musings
Puisia collection of poetries and prose. welcome to my soul. [highest achievement: #5 in spokenpoetry]
