Model Behavior

Chapter 9: Too Girlie for Comfort

Chpt. 9

Too Girlie for Comfort

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My eyes blurred as tears threatened to fall.

Shutting my eyes, I bit my lip.

'Why was I so stupid!?' my mind cursed as his warm hand brushed the right side of my face.

I opened my eyes quickly in surprise. Unfocused, I could see Jason's frown and his eyes falter as a few streams of water escaped and trailed down my face.

All was quiet.

Sighing, he leaned forward and rested his head in the crook of my neck. I blinked.

'What now?' I thought.

Hand traveling into my tangled mass of green hair, he moved his head away from me and kissed my cheek.

Sighing in relief, I lifted my arms up to hold him.

But he jerked away.

...And then the silence got painfully louder.

He turned ahead of him, focusing on the dark street before us.

Gripping the steering wheel tightly, he gruffly murmured something.

"What?" I barely whispered, confused.

"Leave." He loudly growled.

My mind went blank.

My hands shook as I tried to reach out to him. It was in vain though, because he ignored my urgent push.

'Leave.' My mind repeated over and over again as I rolled over in my bed.

I clutched my pillow.

Yes.

He had rejected me and I just couldn't shake it.

I had been laying awake in my bed all night replaying the tragic scene in my head; changing it, crying over it, and basically, over thinking about it.

I mean, It was probably stupid of me to actually listen to him...

and get up and leave.

Completely not me at all. The real me would have fought him on it. Or at least kicked him somewhere not so nice... that's what I did to all the other jerks I had dated in the past...

Yup. I'm stupid, but I don't want to be one of those needy girls, even though I'm acting like one of those now.

I squeezed my pillow angrily, 'Serves me right.'

This is what happens when you trust men. You get your heart broken and stomped on. They have no consideration for this sort of thing!

Flinging my poor pillow across the room, I sighed deeply as I saw my clock tick away to 6:30. Slowly, I got up and gathered things for a shower.

As I walked down the hallway, not really caring if I was going to be late to school, I ruffled my hair; flinging it around until I swerved with dizziness.

'I won't get stuck because of a guy!' I ordered my feelings.

Besides, we didn't really know each other that well anyways.

As the hot shower water hit my body, I sighed in relief.

Yes, I will forget about him.

Smirking, I began with my daily routine.

He wasn't my type anyways.

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Sad?

I know, me too.

Hahaha I wasn't sure if I should keep them or break them.

I obviously chose break them : P

Keeping them just would've been too painful for our little Rue.

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