PARKER | Dark H.S. AU

not a chapter

If you finish reading this, you are RAD!

Okay, I just wanna get this out of the way before updating the next chapter. I don't want to be all drama queen on you but this thing has just come into my attention and has been bothering me for a very long time now.

So here it goes. Tbh, it really disheartens me that there are a lot more ghost readers of this story than those who regularly vote and comment. It's not just the number, really, i don't care about that. I don't expect this story to get popular, nor do I crave to (of course, who wouldn't be happy if it does -- that'd be a little hypocritical if i disagree).

So the point is, there are more people reading every chapter that do not give feedback than those that do -- and I'm so grateful for all of you. If I could memorize all your usernames, I would've put them on here. I love you sooo much. As much as I want this story to be more interactive, I couldn't bc there are more people that choose to be silent readers. I mean why? (I always seem to have the same problem on my other stories, it makes me cry). I want this to be a two-way thing -- I post the chapter, you give your reactions, and then I update again.

I'll tell you why your feedbacks are important to me. First, the usual pleasure of knowing that people read your work -- whether they like it or they don't.

Second, it motivates me to write (your reactions often affects how i update) -- the previous chapters has been a mix of easy and difficult for me to write, tbh.

Third, it makes my mind work -- i have tbh with you, guys. I have a special case of minor memory problem eversince i underwent a surgery. I don't ask sympathy from you, I just wanna be honest with you. So when i am typing on my phone updating, i try to recall comments and it push my mind to write as best as i could so i can give the best chapter. Have you noticed that there are conversations between Harry and Charlie that I don't tell what they were doing on those scenes, only dialogues? Bc that was me forgetting simple terms such as 'remarks', and (idk anymore haha). All are just repeats of 'smiles', 'gaze up at him', 'dart his sight' and all those shiz. Trust me, I know a great number of vocabs but they are hidden somewhere in my mind just waiting to be released. I don't speak English in my daily life so it doesn't come easy for me to remember them all. Somehow your feedbacks help me write easier -- idk how that happens but it really helps.

So, please, please, please...I beg you to give me feedback, especially on the previous chapter bc i saved the draft of the next chapter but I didn't post it bc idk how you would react on it (not to mention, it's really hard to write) since I only got feedback from two people from the last one. Please, guys...I am practically begging right now.

Save a life. Brighten up my day. You don't know how much your simple comment affects me. To you, it may just be a composition of words to make up a statement. To me, it means the world, it'd make so happy. Thank you if you will be responding to this "short author's note" by going back to the previous chapters, leave votes and comments on them. You are going to make my day super wonderful, i swear. I love you so much, guys.

-- Glyz xx

PS: You can also ask me questions here. Go on then.