It Was Good...

Chapter Ten

Chapter Ten:

Going back to school was something I was not mentally ready to do. Having to see all of the people who used to idolize Ethan and I together as the schools power couple. We are no more and the school will now have to look at someone else. I haven't been on any social media in three days for fear of the comments on my pages. I could see them appearing in my head already without even looking:

'I knew he'd always leave her.'
'Called it when they first got together.'
'Stupid whore.'
'Anorexic slut.'

I didn't even have to go in social media because I already knew what was going to happen. The messages, the comments, everything that could happen just gave me anxiety thinking about it. As I got up to get dressed I threw on some black skinny jeans and a nice red off the shoulder top to try and actually look nice for a new "I'm single bitches" look. I did my make up quickly but perfectly making sure I had not a line out of place. Straightening my long black hair took at least a half an hour but was of course worth it if I wanted this outfit to look great. I added a chain belt that hung on my non-existent hips to the jeans to make them lighter then quickly put on my favorite pair of three inch black strapped heels. I was ready as I could ever be to face the day ahead of me.

I was so not ready for this. I quickly grabbed my purse opening the secret pocket that my mom had out in for me and popped two Prozac into my mouth swallowing them without any water. Coming down the stairs my mother gave me a sly smile of approval on my outfit as I sat and waited for Chris to finish his food. I tapped my toes on the floor patiently as I waited to take him to school.

"Jordan why are you still sitting here?" My mom said staring at me.

"I thought I would take Chris to school since I don't have to be there so soon. Not like anyone's waiting for me anymore." I said noting that Chris was putting his shoes on.

"Oh, alright. I guess you can today if you really want to." Mom said surprised.

"Just being the best big sister I can be." I said grabbing my sweater. It wasn't really cold today but I felt like I just needed a black sweater to throw in my car.

"I'm ready Jordan." Chris said handing me my keys.

"Alrighty lets head out the door and get you to school." I said noting that it was almost 7:30.

As we drove Chris told me about the classes' new science teacher and how they were doing some new experiments while I listened intently and commented when I needed. He hugged me goodbye and I told him to have a good day as he ran to meet all of his friends. I drove to pick up Kayln speeding a little as I drove through the streets. As I pulled up I saw him looking melancholy as he read his chemistry book. I honked and laughed a little as his head snapped up a small smile growing on his face. I could feel the depression mess kicking in as my mood went from being ok, to being amazing.

"Hey, I thought you'd be Callie." He said opening the car door and hopping right in.

"Well don't look too disappointed but you got me instead." I said giggling a little.

"I'm not disappointed at all." He said throwing his arms around me.

"Hi Kayln, I need my arms to drive you know." I said hugging him back then pulling away quickly.

"Oh, right." He paused then pulled away putting on his seat belt. "Did you tell Callie you were picking me up?"

"Um-" just as I was about to answer there was a honk behind us from a shiny silver Toyota. "No."

She pulled up alongside of us as I rolled down my window "Thanks for telling me Jordan! I will deal with you later!" She yelled zooming away from us.