Never letting you go (Ferard/Rikey)

Chapter 7 Gerard's P.O.V

Mikey and Ray had finally gotten back to the living room. Weirdly enough they sat awkwardly next to each other avoiding eye contact.

"So what took you two so long?" Mikey froze wide eyed. That wasn't like him. I mean Mikey never gets nervous, especially around his two best friends and only brother.

Ray spoke up just as nervous and Mikey. "The cleaning stuff hurt so he went slower trying not to hurt me."

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My mom had already been gone for a few hours. She left me with $500 for whatever we needed it for. We was all hungry and I had mentioned getting pizza, we all agreed on pepperoni. Well besides Frank, he ordered a salad. What kind of teenager gets salad over pizza.

"Frank, why did you just get a salad ?" I scratched the back of my head. Something I do alot, even when I don't have an itch.

"I'm a vegetarian, the way the use dangerous chemicals to process the meet is too crucial for a animal who just wanted to live it's life." The way he made his lips move as he spoke words made me even hungrier for his body and how so deeply much I wanted to taste him.

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We had all finished our supper, I ate maybe one slice. I checked the time, 7:34 pm. I stood up, grabbed my keys off the counter and threw on my all black converse. Mikey and Frank where competing eachother in a video game while Ray whatched.

"I'll be back by ten!" I shouted, even though no one was paying attention. I locked the door behind me and took a deep breath of nice crisp fall air.

I walked down the side walk heading towards the cemetery. There was something about a grave yard that felt calming.

My keys jingled as I jumped over the gate. I took a quick look to make sure no one had heard. The streets where silent and the houses  looked...dead. I walked down the cobblestone path that haven't been walked on in awhile.

I leaned against the tree next to my grandmother's grave. I go to her often just to talk to her as if she was still alive. I closed my eyes.

"Hey, grandma. It's Gee. I met this boy today, his name is Frank..." She probobly would have giggled and teased me about it.

"... but this boy, he's different from anyone else I've ever met. I get this like sense of comfort and trust y'know, kinda like in the same way I could trust you and go to you for comfort." I took a deep breath the smell of dew and... frootlops ? Filled my lungs. I opened my eyes to see a short dark figure stand in front of me. I jumped back startled then quickly noticed the shine of a lip ring.

"Frank !? What are you doing here ?" Why was he here? How much did he hear !?

"After you left Mikey told me to go follow you, I told him that you was just getting some time alone from us kids." Kids wasn't the best word to use knowing that Mikey was just a 2 years younger Frank only a year younger and Ray 3 months younger.

"Well Mikey and Ray have been acting strange lately. I wonder if Mikey finally told Ray that he liked him and rejected him." Mikey has liked him shortly after they met. I remembered cause Mikey was freaking out about liking a boy in which he has grew up to only liking girls.

"WAIT, MIKEY LIKES RAY !!!" Frank yelled so loud that some of the neighborhood dogs had started barking and waking up the whole street.

"Yeah, now could you be quiet so we don't get cought!" I whispered yelled

The cops showed up very quickly. I grabbed Frank's hand and Ran behind a hollow tree with a small little entrance. I crawled inside pulling him in with me. It was a little crowded but I didn't mind being this close to him. In fact I wanted to be way much closer. Inside of me would be hell of alot better. I could feel Frank's breath against my neck

"Stay quiet and we won't get cought." I whispered.

We had been there in that tree for a good hour or two. Frank had crawled out first with him being the smallest and his cute little butt in my face. My joints popped and it felt soo good to stretch.

"Gerard?" I could tell frank was a little scared.

"Could we umm hold hands, so in case the police come back you can drag me along as we run." I couldn't tell if he was serious or not but I wouldn't wait to figure it out. I couldn't say no to him.

"Sure I don't see why not." We got over the gate, well I did and Frank crawled through under the gate. He was covered in mud from head to toe.

Frank grabbed my hand and we started walking back towards my house. Before we got there Frank had some what fallen asleep on my shoulder so I picked him up in both of my arms carrying him like a toddler. I stopped out side the door. Thankfully the door was unlocked and I didn't have to get my keys out. The house was silent with a dim light coming from the tv. Ray and Mikey where on the couch cuddled up under a blanket.

Its was hard carrying at least about 150 extra pounds down the stairs. Frank wasn't that heavy he was actually quite light. I layed the sleeping being on my bed and covered him up with a blanket. I turned on the lamp that casted a dim glow to the mostly black room. I walked over To my desk and grabbed a brand new sketchbook and mentally labeled if Frank. I would dedicate this sketchbook to only drawing of Frank, just how I did of other sketch books, one for Mikey, my mom, and my grandma Elena.

I grabbed a pencil from a cup and started to draw the beautiful boy asleep in my bed.