Patience

24. Traits

Hardin's POV

Goddess , a fucking goddess.

And

Cock-twitchingly hot... That is exactly how she looks right now . Soul-shattering-mind-numbing, and everything-else-disappearingly beautiful.

I cannot talk enough about how captivating like she looks right now.

Who made her?

God? Mr and mrs. Young.

I have no fucking idea from where she got that dress. Never knew she had it in her to wear such items.

She always looked beautiful in her simplicity.

But tonight she is different, tonight she was killing men around her . And I was one of those men . She has my balls just under her heels right now. And I couldn't complain. I would let her torture me any how she likes..

When I sat there infront of her, I saw every one passing her was gawking at her cleavage. I wanted to pluck those men's eye balls off. I still want to.

It took me constantly rereading my mails to not stare at her cleavage, while sitting there. All I wanted was to lick that valley and hear her moan. I wanted run my hand over those curves. I wanted to rip that dress off of her, see her, devour her with my eyes. I wanted to see and touch all of her, not just her back, while she was facing away from me like that night.

Took me so much self control to not peeking while rubbing that oil that night. What can I say? I am not a saint.

Her scrunched up face while in pain made me anxious, beyond fucking anxious.. So I just shamelessly convinced her to allow me do the massage myself. Without a doubt I called Dr. Lillian to ask for help.

Oh how many times did I want to rip off those sheets and grabs her tits. Like I want to do right now.

But she deserves a gentleman, so I tried to be at least half of it.

Ugh, all I want to do is go take her away from this lethal world and worship her until the day I die.

I wish.

I wish I could tell every fucking men staring at her right now that she was mine.

I wish I could.

She doesn't know the effect she has on me. Probably never will. She will never know how I stayed away from her trying to do what's best for her. She will never know many times I wanted to knock down her door in the last few days and hug her, how many times I wanted to tell her every bloody story of my life. How many times I asked jenna to make sure she was ok. How many times I bothered Jenna and Jason to know about her.

Can you even believe that, she thinks I am not diving into her, making her mine because she thinks, that I have to maintain a bloody reputation?

Idiot.

Yes I know I have that reputation. But I don't enjoy it. It was just how I got off the frustration. And with the bank balance I have, and not to mention my gifted physical attributes , women throw themselves at me to my fucking expense. And me being the cocky bastard that I am, I take them, fuck them senseless.

But now, nothing helps. I haven't even fucked anyone in ages. She could just stay beside me and that would make me happy. She could sleep beside me and I would be at peace.

She is an absolute idiot, if she think those clingy bitches have chance to hold my heart.

They were just that, a one time thing, times pass, exact gold diggers