Stripper || JJK

advice- CH.15

"What?" I asked silently
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"I mean the plan was to get married with her just for your dad but now that hes dead we can get back together... She totally fell for it...anyways I'll text you later" the girl said and hanged up

"You liar" i said and got up
"No Y/n let me explain" he said

"I opened up to you, i trusted you and this is what i get?!" I said

"No babe hear me out"

"Dont babe me....i truly loved you Jungkook" i said
"You dont love me anymore?" He asked

"Of course i do idiot! Now i have to live this so called suffering" i said and stormed out

I was walking as fast as i could. I didnt want to see or talk to anybody.

"Hey hows- what happened?" Taehyung asked looking at me but i just passed by them.

"Wait Y/n!" I heard Namjoon but i didnt stop.

I walked out of the hospital and sat in a bench.

"There you are" Namjoon said sitting next to me

"Did you know about his plan?" I asked
"Yea" he said
"Thats not cool" i said hugging my knees

"I know but he wanted to tell you after your meeting with his parents it just... never happened" he said

"Namjoon...i fell for him...he said he did too so why all this?" I asked him getting teary

"oh come on Y/n.. Are you really questioning if he loves you or not? you may not know each other that well but you have that amazing connection that everyone would be jealous... Do you think Jungkook would hurt you in any way? No.. He can't even hurt a bug.. You know..Jungkook has been saving a space in his heart for someone special.."He said

I looked at him kinda confused. He smiled and looked at me too.

"That's you..."

I signed and looked at the sky.

"Why are you always making me feel this way?" I asked confused

He chuckled and looked at me.

"Y/n... You can't understand, can you?" He said

"What?" I asked

"You and Jungkook are meant to be.. your love was a love at the first sight type.. Don't let this love die..."

"Do you think I want to hurt him?" I asked

"No of course not.. but that's what you're doing right now.."

"I'm sorry.. my feelings are mixed.." I said feeling the urge to cry

Namjoon turned and took my hands in his.

"Listen to me, Jungkook is there, inside a fucking room cause he loves you.. Do you think he was making fun of you or what? Y/n, do you realize that may be the last time you see him, touch him, hear his voice?" He said and let my hands fall on my sides.

I looked down at my hands thinking about Jungkook. Why? Why are you doing this to me Jungkook?

"Yeah but who cares about all this..that's what you believe right? He may believe the opposite....right?" I asked

"Right." He said

I looked at him feeling pity for myself.

"But the thing is what you believe right now..." he said

"Well I-"

"No don't tell me... There's someone that wants and needs to hear it more than me" he said and stood up

"He's waiting" he said and went inside

I looked at the sky counting the stars. i signed as the cold breeze hit my face. I didn't know what I felt. I wanted to cry, scream.. Why am I like this?

I thought about what Namjoon said. thank god i have Namjoon in this life.. Well maybe i should do what i want like he said, right?

(A/n: ive been trying to post for so long... Wattpad what is wrong with you?)