Stripper || JJK

life- CH.21

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Your POV

I feel pain everywhere. I feel unable to move, breathe... where's Jungkook? Where's Marilyn? Where's everybody?!

I opened my eyes and saw myself in a hospital bed surrounded my doctors. How can I see myself? Am I dead? I walked out of the room and saw everybody on the hallway. I ran to them as fast as I could.

"Guys I'm right here!" I said but nobody moved

They probably can't see me and hear me... suddenly Jungkook sat up and punched the wall. He kept his hand on the wall but I could still see the blood in his knuckles.

"Jungkook stop!" I screamed even though he couldn't hear me

"I can't lose her.. I won't allow it!" He said crying against the wall

"Baby...you won't..please stop.." I said tearing up

He punched the wall again and his knuckles bled more. A loud crack noise was heard. He looked at his fingers and exhaled. He had probably broke 3 or 4 fingers but didn't say anything.

"Jungkook! Why aren't you guys saying something?! Call a nurse!" I screamed at them

"Stop hurting yourself... you know she would be mad at you" Namjoon said

"I want her here...with me" Jungkook said and sat down.

"Be patient. She will be here with us very soon" Namjoon replied

"Will she?!" Jungkook screamed

I cried looking at him going absolutely crazy. He exhaled and wiped his tears. Nobody said anything until Marilyn sat up and stood in front of him.

"Jungkook, would you risk your life for someone you love?" Marilyn asked

"No one would do that" he said

"What about you?" She asked again

...only for her" he answered

"That's exactly what she did..for you...stop blaming yourself it won't get us anywhere..." she cried

He looked at his fingers knowing that Marilyn was right.

"I'm tired Jungkook!" She sobbed

"She's my only family and if I lose her I-I-"

Watching her in this state, Jin sat up and hugged her making her sit down next to him.

"I won't forgive you" she said looking at Jungkook

"No...Marilyn..."

He chuckled and looked at her "I won't forgive myself too"

"Y/n... you fool" she said

I went close to Marilyn and held her hands. I knew that she couldn't see me but I'm sure she could feel my aura. I took a few steps back and walked towards the surgery room. I opened the door and saw the doctors panicking.

"Doctor I can't feel her pulse!" A nurse said

"Quick nurse!" He said to the nurse showing her something

The nurse took a defibrillator and gave it to him.

"1...2...come on Y/n....3!" The doctor said sending electricity in my body

Doctor her pulses!"

"Again! 1....2...3!" He said

"One more time! Okay come on Y/n you can do this! You're a big girl!" He said and sent electricity in my body

Wake up Y/n you can't die... your friends need you! Didn't you see what happened earlier? I don't wanna die... please... make it for them..Jungkook, Marilyn, Namjoon, Jin, Taehyung, Jimin, Yoongi and Hoseok.... I can't do this anymore....