Thorny kind of Love

Chapter 15

Warning!.......Mature content ahead

Bell's POV

I feel a bit excited but nervous as well, I don't know what to tell Ben. I knock softly at his door, I almost change my mind but Ben opens the door. He pulls me inside and holds me close and I get lost in his embrace. In his arms is where I belong and it's the only place that I want to be.....forever. "Ben," I say as I move away from him. "I don't have the right answers and I don't know how to handle our situation," Ben looks as I am about to give him bad news, I continue, placing my hand on his chest. "But what I do know is that when I'm around you, I feel different, I trust you, I feel loved, your touch is so tender and it shows me you care, I feel safe and.....I am in love with you Ben." He looks at me with so much pleasure and excitement in his eyes, he pulls me closer, looks me in my eyes, cups my face with his hands, and says, "I don't also know what we're doing or going to do, but for now, I just want to be near you because I......am also in love with you Bell." Ben leans down and we kiss more passionately than ever before, it feels so good and I can feel this passion burning inside of me.

As we're kissing, Ben slowly moves me to the bed and I have no control over my legs I think my whole body was under a magic spell. Still kissing, Ben holds me as he slowly lowers me onto his bed. We continue making out on the bed and I can feel the hard bulge in between his legs, he looks at me for permission, I nod as he unbuttons my shirt. I can feel the heat rising in my body as Ben starts kissing my neck, my shoulders, he unhooks my bra and continues kissing as he fills his mouth with my breast and sucks my nipples, I let out a soft moan, I have never experienced such pleasure in my life.

I lift myself and pull off his shirt, slowly I stroll my hands across his gorgeous chest and stop at his six-pack belly, I kiss him all over his chest area, his neck, and then back to his mouth. I wanted for Ben, I needed more of him. As he continues sucking my nipples, I slowly move my hands into his groin area, he stiffens a bit, but doesn't stop kissing and sucking, I unbuckle his belt, pull down his zip, and slowly start rubbing him. He pulls my lower half up and pulls down my skirt, with every kiss and intermittency, I heat up even more. I try to pull down his pants and his hand stops me. "Bell........are you sure?" Ben asks me. I look at him, nod, and say, "I want to." I do not care about tomorrow or the next day or any other day, I just wanted Ben now.

He looks at me with that naughty boyish grin and smiles than kisses me and sucks on my body like before. With all the action happening, I start getting frustrated at the pants that are still on him, I try pulling it off again and this time, Ben helps me. We are at a point of no stopping and both crave each other desperately, while we're in the heat of the moment, Ben goes further down, kissing my belly and slowly removes my panties, I slide my fingers into his cotton boxer and pull it off. This would be my first time after two years, I feel Ben pushing my legs open with his legs as he keeps sucking on my nipples. I've had sex before, but I want to feel what love is tonight I tell myself. CONDOM! My brain is shouting at me. I break from the spell I'm under, push Ben off me, he looks confused and then I ask, "Ben, do you have a condom?" He looks at me, rubs his hair and moves towards the cupboard and pulls out a suitcase, he digs inside pulls out a red foil packet.

As he heads towards me, he tears open the packet and I watch as he slides it on, he is perfect in every way, he climbs on the bed and hovers over me and starts kissing my neck, heating my body all over, the insides of my thighs throbbing with lust, my arms are wrapped around his neck, and we kiss hungrily, our tongues battling back and forth. I needed Ben, so I wrap my legs around his waist, I feel him slide inside of me and let out a moan of pleasure, I have never wanted anyone like this before.

In the heat of the moment, we are both moaning and groaning, it was a mixture of pure pleasure and lust, the sounds of our breathing and heartbeats competed with one another, with each thrust, I dig my fingers into Ben's back and as his thrusts become faster, I can feel my climax rising, our bodies start becoming intense, and then with a high pitch, I moan out loud, "Oh God." I reach my climax and hold on as tight as I can to Ben digging my fingers into his back, Ben groans as he comes and then he lays gasping softly on my breast, we lay for a few minutes in the same position as I stroke his hair and out of nowhere Ben says, "I love you Bell."

I could not believe Ben just said that, but before I could stop my mouth, my heart answers, "I love you too Ben." Did I just say that I ask myself, I knew that I had feelings for Ben and came to the conclusion that our lovemaking just contributed deeper feelings towards him and for about another hour we end up deepening our feelings more with our lovemaking. I had no strength to leave Ben's room and go to the free guest room, so ended up laying exhausted on Ben's bed, in his arms, I lie on his chest and I feel him softly kiss my head, tightening his arms around me. I wanted to find out what love is and how I found it. I fall asleep listening to the sound of his heartbeat.

Ben's POV

I fear that Bell had changed her mind about meeting me, I almost want to call her and then hear a soft knock on my door, and I jump up and open the door, Bell. I could not get used to looking at Bell, I pull her close to me and embrace her, her smell and feel her warmth.

She moves away from me and says, "Ben." I feel a lump in my throat, she places her hand on my chest and continues, "I don't have the right answers and I don't know how to handle our situation," I feel fear creep up and listen to her further, "But what I do know is that when I'm around you, I feel different, I trust you, I feel loved, your touch is so tender and it shows me you care, I feel safe and.....I am in love with you Ben." I look at her and feel excitement building up, I pull her closer to me, look deep into her eyes, I cup her face with my hands, and say, "I don't also know what we're doing or going to do, but for now, I just want to be near you because I......am also in love with you Bell." With this, I lower my mouth to hers, there was a fire there, and heat, and they poured into me.

I slowly glide with her towards the bed and lower onto the bed. We continue making out on the bed, I want to undress her but not sure, she nods at me giving me approval and I unbutton her shirt. I continue kissing her neck, shoulders, I can't seem to get enough of her and fill my mouth with her breast and suck her nipples, her moans excite me. She stops me and asks, "Ben, do you have a condom?" Flynn had given me a few, "Enjoy yourself, but protect yourself." Was his words when he handed it to me, I go get the condom and slide it on.

Sliding into and making love to Bell was a pure pleasure it felt like my first time, even though I had sex before. I had never experienced it like this before, it felt like I connected with her on all levels and I was pleased that I could satisfy her. As she reaches her climax she lets out a soft scream "Oh God." Holding tight onto me, I could feel her fingers dig into my back, groaning, I come. Out of breath, I lay on her breast, I lay for a few minutes and I don't know if it was the deep intimate connection we shared, but my heart couldn't deny the feelings so I say, "I love you Bell." She is silent for a minute and responds, "I love you too Ben." We both end up exhausted after I take her for about another hour, making love to her afterwards, I hold her close to me, and we both fall asleep.

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