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With a heavy head, I opened my eyes and found myself lying on the bed of his room.
I felt tired, lost, helpless, as if something in me had died, something significant. Hope? May be.
I heard the door open and saw him steping inside.
The Monster who I should hate by now but for some reason I can't get myself to hate him. I feel his pain when I look at him and it just makes it harder to hate him eventhough he's making my life a living hell.
I'm not a saint, neither a quintessential heroine of a daily soap. I'm not this forgiving and generous generally but when it comes to this guy, I can't seem to think rationally.
I know he acts stupid, he can get nothing out of hurting me, he is probably the worst human I've encountered in my life but again, I just can't hate him and I'm starting to get annoyed because of this.
I can't even curse him in my head for some reason. Despite everything he does, I never imagine thinking about reveng. What is wrong with me?
He's not my family, friend or someone I love, even adore. He's none of the above, still there's a connect which just makes me want to hold him and cry my heart out. I want to yell, complain, even punch him, but I want to do all this, holding him in my arms.
I want to urge him to do the same, just vent it out at once and end this for once and for all. I just want him to get rid of all these uncertain emotions, burden, pain, everything. I want him free, relieved. I want him to let go of everything that's hurting him, including me.
I don't wish bad for him but I don't want to be with him either, I want to just go far away, so far that he can never find me. Never ever.
I had tears in my eyes and I looked at him tired of all this and found him tearing up to.
Hopelessly, I looked away, outside the window and a tear escaped my eyes.
His footsteps told me he was nearing me and I closed my eyes.
"Nandini." He whispered and I slowly looked at him.
"Manik." I whispered back and a lone tear escaped his eye.
"I—" "Remember. " I cut his sentence off.
"You once told me that if I want to cry... I'll have to hold you and then cry?" I asked and he looked confused.
"Do you remember?" I asked tearing up and he nodded hesitantly.
"Come closer then." I whispered and his eyes showed hesitance.
"Come closer Manik, at least let me cry." I whispered compassionately and he slowly sat beside me.
He helped me in sitting on the bed and I hugged him tightly, breaking down completely.
"I'm sorry. " He cried, wrapping his hands around me and hugging me back, tightly.
I felt the warmth and clung more into him.
"I'm sorry Nandini." He whispered and my sobbing increased.
"Just end all this Manik, I can't take this anymore. I can't. " I cried looking at him and he wiped my tears.
"I know, I don't want to do this either, but I'll have to Nandini, I'll have to." He cried and I wiped his tears.
He held me closer and I closed my eyes.
"I don't want this to continue please." I cried and felt my head getting heavier.
"Aah!" Feeling a sharp pain in my head, I opened my eyes and found myself lying on the bed.
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MaNan~Hating The Mistress's Daughter!
FanfictionStarted on 12th November 2018 Status- ongoing HATING THE MISTRESS'S DAUGHTER A MANAN STORY FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME ❤ MANIK MALHOTRA, The most eligible bachelor in the country is every girl's dream and why not? With the tag of a Multi-billionaire a...