Gone (Sasuke Uchiha x reader)

Chapter eight

Sasuke and I walked in silence until we stopped at a small clearing not far outside of the village. "S-Sasuke?" I said in an unusually meek voice.

"If I wasn't there, would you have told me how you felt?" He asked. I sighed and shook my head. "It doesn't matter. You're happy with your wife, and you have a kid. I don't want to ruin that." It seemed as though Sasuke was towering over me, his ivory eye boring into mine.

"Being with you again is the happiest I've been in 15 years." Sasuke finally said. "You are my happiness. I do are about Sarada but..." He paused and sighed. "This sounds bad, but I'd love her more if she was our child, not Sakura's."

I shook my head. "No. She deserves to have a happy family. Sakura deserved happiness, and so do you."

"And you don't?" Sasuke hissed.

"I-" I didn't even know what to say. Sasuke caressed my cheek. "I don't love Sakura. I never did."

"Then why-"

"It was a weak moment. I was depressed because you'd been gone for almost three years. I hadn't given up on looking for you, but I came to the village because there were a few issues they needed my help with, and it just happened. That was the only time we've ever had sex."

Honestly, I was speechless. I didn't expect Sasuke to just come out and say that. I didn't expect him to say that he doesn't love his wife. It all sounds so... wrong.

"After I found out about Sarada, Sakura convinced me to marry her. Everyone else was starting a new chapter with their lives, getting married, and having kids, so I thought I should too. Even after having a daughter and a wife, I still wasn't around much. The village didnt feel like home without you."

"Sasuke-"

He put his finger to my lips. "I heard everything you said. Just let me tell you how I feel, then you can go. You spend so much time worrying."

I sighed and nodded. Sasuke pressed his forehead against mine and sighed. "I don't blame you and I'm not mad about... it. I am... sad, but it's okay. We'll work through my pain and yours together."

"I feel so... shitty. After everything Sakura said..."

"You've never let her harsh words get to you before. You used to keep her in check." Sasuke said with a small chuckle at the memories.

"I'm just so conflicted." I caressed his cheek gently. "When I was... away, I thought about you every day. You gave me the strength to survive, even when I had lost hope, I would still dream of the day we would be together again."

"We can be now. Please ____. Just let yourself be happy for once."

"I- I can't. I can't break up a family."

(this is my first lemon so sorry if it's shitty)

"It's barely even a family! I'm never around, and I love YOU."

A single tear rolled down my cheek and I pulled away from his grip. "I ca-" Sasuke pulled me to him by my waist and before I could react, his lips were on mine. His hands gripped my hips, pleading me to respond. After a few moments, I relaxed and kissed back. Sasuke let out a small hum of satisfaction.

The kiss was passionate and needy; Sasuke had poured all of his emotions into that one kiss. His lips felt warm and molded perfectly with mine, It felt so... right.

His hands trailed down my hips, to my as before giving it a small squeeze. I let out a small gasp before pulling away. "Sasuke."

"Just... let me show you how much I love you. I've been waiting for 15 years."

"This is wrong. You have a wife."

Sasuke rolled his eyes and once again, his lips were on mine. I didnt hesitate to kiss back this time. I slid my hands under his shirt and ran my hands up and down his body. "god this body' I thought. He placed soft kisses on the side of my neck. My breath hitched once he kissed a certain spot, and he smirked. "There it is." He said in a low, sexy voice, before sucking the tender flesh, soothing it with his tongue and lips occasionally and I couldn't help but let out a small moan.

Sasuke laid me down onto the ground and attached his lips to mine once again. The passion from the kiss made my stomach turn and sent heat straight to my core. He unzipped my hoodie and pushed it off, then pulled my shirt off in one swift motion. Sasuke stared down at my bare chest. Instinctively, I crossed my arms over my exposed chest; I could feel my cheeks burning and I avoided his gaze.

"Don't hide," Sasuke said, as he gently took both of my hands and placed a soft kiss on both of my knuckles. "You're gorgeous." He kissed my lips tenderly before kissing down my jaw and neck. I sucked in a sharp breath as his lips graced over my nipple. He opened his mouth just enough for his tongue to make contact with my nipple. I had to bite my lip to hold back a gasp at the sudden sensation. His other hand went to work teasing my other nipple, gently pinching and flicking the hard bud with his fingers.

I tried to rub my thighs together, to create some type of friction between my legs, but ultimately failed, because he was positioned between my legs.

"Sasuke," I whined out desperately.

Sasuke chuckled. "Still impatient as always," He said before leaving a trail of soft kissed down my stomach. He hooked his fingers under the waistband of my shorts and panties and pulled them off. I gasped at the sudden exposure of my lower parts. Sasuke lowered his head.

"You're soaked." He said. I could hear the smirk in his voice. Before I could respond, he kissed align my inner thigh and watched me bite my lip and lay my head back, looking up at the night sky. Sasuke grabbed my legs and lifted them up and putting my thighs on his shoulders before his mouth came into contact with my aching core. I gasped and gripped his hair tightly as his tongue went to work on my clit, and he slowly pushed his fingers into my dripping heat. At first, he went at a slow, gentle pace, but over time he became unrelenting and ruthless. My back arched, pushing my core closer to his mouth, and legs shook. It didn't take long for me to release after that, leaving me panting.

"I love the way you taste," He murmured before his lips were on mine again. I was so consumed by his lips, and my taste on his lips, I didnt even realize he had begun stripping himself. He pulled away, and I found myself admiring his body. He was more muscular than I remember, his body had a few scars here and there, but he was a work of art.

Sasuke smirked, and let out a small chuckled. "Like what you see? I know I do."

"Shut up," I mumbled before Sasuke captured his lips in mine once again. Sasuke suddenly entered me at a slow pace. I gasped at the sudden full feeling and gently bit his lower lip. It hurt a bit as he entered me; Sasuke was noticeable bigger than he was before.

"Fuck, you feel so good. I've missed you so much." Sasuke said in a gruff voice. He continued at a slow, steady rhythm and kissed my neck and chest, causing me to let out a shallow moan.

"Faster," I whined before wrapping my legs loosely around him. Sasuke bit my neck before letting out a deep chuckle.

"Maybe if you ask nicely~"

"P-Please go faster Sasuke. " Sasuke picked up his pace substantially and gently tracing his fingers along my bottom lip before pushing them into my mouth. I let out a loud moan and sucked on his fingers, swirling my tongue around. He pulled his fingers out and placed it onto my clit, rubbing in small circles. I responded by arching my back and letting out a loud moan.

"S-Sasuke!" I cried out as he pounded into me and stimulated my clit. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into a passionate kiss as I finally released around him. Sasuke came soon after and collapsed onto me. We panted, our chests were pressed together, and we kept eye contact with each other.

Sasuke smiled and caressed my cheek gently before pressing a soft kiss to my forehead. He put his clothes on and helped me get dressed then picked me up and carried me to Naru's house. I drifted off to sleep before we arrived at Naru's house.

Man, this was really... awkward to write.