T for TZUYU |Satzu|Completed

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"Sana...?" I asked her gently as i became worried about her due to her odd behavior

"I..I can't go with you....sorry" she said in a faint voice and tried to close the door but i quickly held the door from my hand which made Sana gasp

"W..Why?" I asked as i was confused as to why she's not coming

She stared at me for a moment and said the words i never thought i'd hear from her...

"I..I dont want to.Get away from me....Dont...ever come here"
She whispered enough for me to hear and closed the door right on my face....

"......."

I stood at her doorstep frozen and unable to get my head around as to what just happened.I was left speechless and with a aching feeling inside my heart....

After minutes of trying to get my head around i came to a conclusion

"I guess...we don't feel the same way...."

A faint broken smile appeared on my face as i turned around to leave

Sana P.O.V

I shut the door and fell onto my knees....
Tears started to fall down without a halt and my heart felt like it was stabbed a thousand times

Tzuyu...i didn't want to treat her this way,i didn't want to reject her.....but i had to since i will never be able to get away from Ryujin.I thought i got away from her as she said that i can go that day but...it seems it was just her drunken self spewing things she never meant....she thinks i ran away that day,that's why she's here,calling me her property and keeping me locked away to rot with her forever....

The leesh Ryujin has on me seem to be unbreakable and i have already lost myself to Ryujin....but i just wish,i wish that someone will break the leesh she has on me....i had this tiny hope that it could be Tzuyu eventhough i don't even know that woman,she just felt comfortable and safe for me to be around and there was this weird feeling i got whenever i encountered Tzuyu that i have never felt with others but...i'm now hopeless

And it seems like i will lose my bestfriend also....when Momo comes everyday and starts banging on the door calling for me,trying to help me i...i just stare at the door helplessly

I thought i left my miserable life back in Seoul but....it has comeback to haunt me....Ryujin came back to haunt me.....The pain i felt in my heart...the pain i felt physically....is back

"Why can't i be happy?"

"Why is my life soo miserable?"

I thought as i clenched my heart.My toes curled up as the pain in my heart became unbearable

"What are you doing?"

I got startled by the sudden appearance.I looked up slowly as my eyes met with the devil herself.The person i resent the most is standing infront of me while glaring down at me

"Nothing" I responded as i quickly wiped my tears away and got up.My gaze was down at the floor as i was unable to have eye contact with Ryujin

"Who was that?" She asked me with a straight face

"It was just the neighborhood policewoman" I said while clenching my fists as i mentioned Tzuyu

"Why did she come...?" She asked as she came a few steps forward towards me making me step a few backwards

"T..To...tell something...about the d..daycare" I lied as i know she will be mad if she knew the real reason Tzuyu came here

"......"

Ryujin became silent for a awhile.Then she took a few steps forward again making my back hit against the door.Suddenly she grabbed my jaw making me gasp out of pain

"DONT YOU FUCKIN LIE TO ME" She growled at me and then i clenched my teeth and hands as i know what was coming next

She pushed me to the ground making me gasp and she kicked my stomach making me scream out of pain.I curled up as the pain was unbearable but....this pain cannot be compared to the pain i felt in my heart when i sent Tzuyu away....

Then Ryujin walked away from me as i layed on the ground while hugging myself.After crying for hours,i slowly started to drift off to sleep...

Tzuyu P.O.V

It's early in the morning.I slowly got off of the bed and went to the bathroom.I looked at myself on the mirror and noticed the heavy eyebags that showed itself after not sleeping at all last night

A faint smirk went across my face as i pitied myself for looking like this just because of a woman,a woman i dont even know enough about to end up like this *sigh*

I took a quick shower and got Bangchan ready and started the boring schedule like usual but today i felt a feeling inside me that i never noticed that i had in me all this time....i felt lonely
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.
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I finished the day and got ready to go home with Bangchan and as i headed out i felt all eyes on me.The whole day Chaeyoung and Dahyun kept on stealing glances at me....i guess they already guessed what happened....but i'm glad they didn't approach me to question.They know i need some time....

I ignored their stares and just headed out.I seated Bangchan inside and walked to the other side to get in but just then i felt a tap on my shoulder

"Excuse me..."
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I'm BAD at writing dramatic stuff soo just let it slide if you find the way i write weird :-P

And let's see what happens to Tzuyu and Sana in the future ;-)