T for TZUYU |Satzu|Completed

33: Confessions

"SANA!"

She stopped on her tracks in the middle of the living room and i decided to lay all my reasons for ignoring her

"Yes...i did ignore you Sana but i had a reason.I mean...what did you expect? Did you expect me to hug you,kiss you and do god knows what in front of the others? And let's say that we did those things,what do you think Chaeyoung,Momo and Dahyun think about us? They will automatically assume that we are together when we are not! I mean what are we? How can we answer them when we,ourselves don't know what we are? Are we a couple? Are we dating? what are we going to answer them Sana? They will ask you whether you love me and what are you going to answer Sana? You won't be able to answer their questions San-"

"Yes"

"......."

"I'm going to say yes" She said straight to my face

My whole body went numb from what i heard.That simple "yes" made me choke inside and made me loss of words.Her simple "yes" felt like a sudden slap that came out of nowhere...a good slap

"She l..loves me...?" My thoughts even stuttered inside my mind

I stared at her dumbfounded and i could feel my pounding heart beat recklessly.My whole body is dancing inside from the happiness.All this time i worried for no reason....she loves me back

Sana's face suddenly looked gloomy and her head hung down low making me frown

"I guess it's just me feeling this way....sorry" She said and turned around where she was headed a minute before i stopped her

wait WHY DOES SHE ALWAYS ASSUME THINGS WITHOUT HEARING ME OUT!? Ugrhhrggrh

Without wasting any time i ran towards Sana and grabbed her wrist making her stop where she was

I took a few steps back,creating a little space between us and closed my eyes and gathered my feelings,my guts and everthing inside me to let them out all at once....

You need to tell her Tzuyu...

This is the right time...

Now or never

"Remember the day we first met...?" I said and a faint smile formed on my face as i remembered it myself

"That day when we first bumped into eachother on the steps of that bus i thought you were....an angel"  I said and looked at Sana who had her back facing me and i saw her head slightly rising as i said so

"You were wearing a white floral dress and you...you were soo beautiful...I mistook you for an angel for a while until i saw the duffel bag you had in your arms which had cute stickers on it" I chuckled as i recalled the event in my head and i hoped that Sana did too

"After that day whenever i saw you...you always glowed in my eyes for no reason.I started to just stare at you for no reason.When i saw you i felt something weird in my stomache and my cheeks heated up for no reason.Those days i was oblivious to those feelings but....not now"

"I even offered to fix your gate when i didn't even know how to fix one and that night i kissed you...i kissed you because you did something someone never did for me,you took care of me.I know you just wiped away my sweat,that's all but it was something big for me Sana...no one gave a damn about me in the slightest way before you did.And i'm glad you are my first kiss Sana...." I smiled and i could feel tears fighting to come out of me as i'm pouring my heart out to her

"You...you are special to me Sana.You take my breath away whenever i see you and do you know how much Bangchan talks about you? Everyday,after coming home from your daycare he tells soo many things about you and i hate to admit it but...i kind of felt jealous towards Bangchan since he gets to spend time with you,something i never had with you.You didn't only captured my heart,you captured Bangchan as well Sana and it just makes me fall more for you.And i know that...that i barely know you,that we barely know eachother but the things that i already know about you Sana...was enough to make me fall in love with you....." I finally said it and tears started to roll down my face

"What..?" Sana faintly whispered and turned around facing me.I noticed her puffy eyes filled with tears and reddened cheeks as she turned around facing me

Say it Chou

"I love you"

I finally said it and as soon as i let out those three words it felt like a huge burden got off of me

"I love you..." I repeated again to Sana who's looking at me with widened eyes.Her eyes were already teared up but when i said those three words they started to roll down on her face and unconsciously my hand captured a tear of hers onto my thumb,just like i did on the first day we met....

A grin plastered on my face as i remembered it and i smiled at Sana while staring deep into her dark orbs...waiting for her to accept me and before i knew it she grabbed my collar and kissed me,sending sparks down my spine

Her soft lips were against mine,interlocked and the grip she had on my collar was tight,like she's holding onto me from going anywhere and i felt needed from that small action.My hands went around her waist,pulling her towards me and i tightened my grip on her waist as i didn't want her to go anywhere too...i needed her.Our lips moved on eachothers in sync and i could not feel anything but her love and i could not help but smile against her lips as now i'm the happiest i have ever been in my life

The book is coming to an end soon😢
BUT
I do have plans for a second book where i'm planning to focus on 2yeon and Michaeng,it will be a continuation of this story but Satzu will be side characters since their story is already told
Still thinking tho🤔 what do you think? Do you want it?