T for TZUYU |Satzu|Completed

32 : Now or Never

Tzuyu P.O.V

Sana let out a cute whimper as i picked her up and put her on the counter top.Shock and confusion was clearly written on her face and i gently opened her legs and went inbetween.My arms went beside her as i leaned in more towards her

"Hey..." I whispered as i stared into her eyes

Instead of a reply she stared at me with widened eyes and her cheeks were a blushing mess which i found to be adorable.A grin showed itself on my face as she looked soo innocent and adorable and i can assure you that it's the widest grin i had ever put on

"I missed you" I whispered as i truly missed being with her in the past few hours.I held back myself in the past few hours from doing anything as the others were here and also because i almost got caught by Momo before as she tried to enter Sana's room where we were both sleeping...naked.And i tried to keep a distance from Sana after since i don't want them to find out about us yet.....because i'm unsure of our relationship...i mean what are we? I didn't even confess to her yet and i don't even know if she likes me.Well we did have intimate moments but did we made love? have sex? I don't even know what to call it but i'm sure all i did was make love to her but the question is...is it just sex to her? *sigh*

But i'm sure for a fact that i'm in love with Sana....

As she heard me i noticed a slight change in her eyes and expression.The shock she had on her face went away and something else showed itself on her face but i can't point out what it is.Then i saw her eyes tearing up suddenly...

"W..Why Sana?" I asked as i started to get worried.Instead of a verbal reply a tear rolled down on her face.I cupped her face with both of my hands as i started to get panicked

"Sana? A..Are you crying because of Ryujin? Huh? H..Hey hey i'm here! Don't worry..." I said as i carressed her cheeks and i felt a sudden ache in my heart as i couldn't bare the sight of her crying.Even before,Sana cried out of nowhere whenever she's reminded of that bastard soo i assumed she must be crying now because of the same reason but....boy was i wrong *sigh*

"You.." She said inbetween her sobs

"Huh?"

"Not because of her...it's because of you...." She said and looked away

My eyes widened from what i just heard and the hands i had on her face fell off onto the counter top as they felt weak suddenly

"W...What do you mean....?" I asked her as my heart ached from the fact that she said that i made her cry

"You...You ignored me and y..you didn't even look at me in the past few hours.How dare you say that you missed me..?" She whispered softly while sobing

Wait...she's mad at me for that? B..but i ignored her for a reason...was i too much?Omg Tzuyu you moron....You messed up!

"W..Wait Sana!" I said desperatly as she gently pushed me backwards,away from her

"You know what...i got all kinds of thoughts when you kept on ignoring me after what we did but i held myself from thinking negatively as i knew that you are different from others...that's why i told the others to go out and tried to approach you Tzuyu even if you ignored me...i hoped you are different..."

Wait what is she saying.....

"W...Was it just for fun....? Was i just another girl you had fun with...? Is that why you ignored me and acted like nothing happened after what we did...?" She asked softly and i could the feel the pain in her words

I stared at her speechless and dumbfounded...i was frozen on the spot as my mind went blank from what i'm hearing but the pain i feel from the things she's saying is excruciating and my whole body felt weak as her words were like daggers to me

As i stared at her unable to grasp the situation she suddenly started to wipe her overflowing tears and come down from the counter top.As she stepped down she said

"I guess i'm right..." She said and faintly smiled but i could see the pain in it...

Then she turned on her bare heels and started to slowly walk away from the kitchen...while i'm still frozen on the spot like an idiot

..........

..............

DO SOMETHING TZUYU!

I snapped out to reality....the reality where Sana is drifting away from me

I quickly ran out of the kitchen and saw her walking towards her room with her head hanging low

"SANA!"

She stopped on her tracks in the middle of the living room

I closed my eyes and gathered everything inside me to let them out all at once....

You need to tell her Tzuyu...

This is the right time...

Now or never

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