WARNING: This chapter contains violence that may be of some disturbance to readers...readers discretion is advised
Chloe's POV
I wake up shaking vigorously, sweat and tears running down my face, I had a nightmare again, I check the time and see it's just 3 in the morning
I get out of bed and go straight to the shower, letting the warm water get to every part of my body, making my mind go numb, I get out of the shower and search my wardrobe for what to wear, I decide on a black tight dress that showed all my curves, I hated wearing this type of clothes but its better this way, I can't dress in the baggy clothes I love to wear, I'm stuck with this, because this makes you look strong even if your just a broken vessel inside.... I walk out of my room and head into the living room and find my mom on the couch watching a movie, I sigh and walk over to her"Oh, your up" she says not taking her eyes off the TV
"Yeah, bye, I'm out" I say and walk out the door and was immediately met by a cool midnight breeze...if only I could wear something else, there isn't a single person in sight, just faint noises and the sound of the wind hitting the leaves.. my weakness, this is how it is for me everyday, walking out of the house at midnight because it calms me, going to school and going to dance class, I barely sleep...my mom doesn't care, she never did...that's why when I see people like Tracy who has a mother that cares a lot about them and complains...it adds fuel to my hate.
My dad was the only one who loved me, but he died when I was ten, two years later, my mom got married to another man, a man who hit her, took her money and raped me, my mom found out about this and did nothing... she even told me its my fault for showing too much skin, I had nightmares ever since then..... People around me found out and started looking at me with pity, especially that stupid Tracy always telling me to be strong that things will get better, so I started dressing and acting confident , so they won't see me as a pitiful person. I met connor around the time tracy left, he was so depressed and so was i, he had no friends and neither did I, so we kept talking and even when he went to the orphanage I kept visiting him, he helped me see that kind men like my dad still exist, everything was going fine till that lizard showed up........she started making everything about her like she always does, she even started making connor all sad again, I hate her... I hate her so much and I won't rest until she goes through the same pain I did.Tracy's POV
Since connor had somewhere important to go to and Anna had already left, I decided to ask nicky for a ride.
"Hiya Nicky " I say getting into the car
"Hey Tracy, uhm...why are you staying at Connors house?" she asked , eyeing me suspiciously
"Uhm I'm staying here for now didn't I tell you" I say
"No, no..you didn't" she said glaring at me "You don't tell me anything" she said suddenly looking hurt
"I do, I tell you everything....you need to know" I say and she looked at me like I just cursed at her
"You....can you hear yourself Tracy?, you tell me what I need to know?, and we are supposed to be best friends?" She said roughly starting the engine
"We are, its just .....I don't want to burden you with my problems" I say feeling guilty
"Your problems are not a burden, I tell you my problems, its all about trust...but if i know nothing about you we are not friends" she says and I stare at her silently processing what she said
"So I'm listening" she said not taking her eyes of the road
"Its...." I start then stopped thinking of how to tell her the whole story ".....it's nothing" I finally say realising its better I say nothing... I don't want her worried, she gripped the steering wheel and sighed.
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After a drive in silence, we arrived at school minutes later, Nichole got out of the car and slammed it shut
"Thanks for the...." I try to say but she already angrily stumped away "...ride" I complete...well there goes my ride back home , I sigh....Nichole being angry at me was the worst..I'm such a bad friend to connor and nicky.
People start whispering and staring immediately I step foot into school, I ignore them but I couldn't help but wonder what's happening, I move to my locker to get out my books but was stopped by Chloe
"What do you want?" I sigh and she smiles probably enjoying my frustration
"Oh, I'm so sorry, don't worry it'll get better" she says in a mimicking voice
"What?" I say confused and she pouted
"You know, I found this confusing video and interpreted it so I tweeted about it and the whole school kinda saw" she said showing me a video of my mom and dad arguing, they looked really mad at each other, I read her tweet under 'funny how he went missing after their argument, I'm not pointing fingers but I know this family... and that woman hates her ex husband #stoppyschokilling
"Chloe....what the hell is this?" I ask clenching my fists
" Just something I wrote to help the police easily catch your father's killer" she said with an innocent face
"You know nothing about my family and you know nothing about what's going on, you have no right" I say shaking out of anger
"Well your right, buuut what's done is done" she said and I snatched her phone from her hand
"I'm deleting this shit" I say and she tried dragging it from my hand
"Give me my phone you wench!!" She yells then somehow found a way to get it back
"What's so wrong with my tweet huh?, I didn't say anything that wasn't true , your mom is a murderer that needs to be locked up in jail...""Delete that tweet Chloe" I say through clenched teeth, by now everyone in the school had already gathered
"If I don't what are you going to do Tracy?"
"She said and I controlled the eruption in me and decided to turn and start walking away, I don't need to fight her, that'll just put me in her level, people started booing like they wanted me to fight her
" You know she's a weakling, all she knows how to do is hang around connor , do you know she lives in his house now?, oh well she's a whore...just like her mother" she said, those words made me stop in my tracks, I turned around and walked towards her, I had erupted..I lost all sense of reason and tackled Chloe to the ground swinging blows at her plastic face, she struggled and brought her hands to my face and scratched me with her long nails, I didn't feel the pain, all I felt was the need to take out all if my anger on this annoying girl, before I knew it I was pulled off of her by Nicholas
"Stop it Tracy, what's wrong with you?" he said looking horrified
"Stay away from me and my family or I'll mess you up" I say and she even had the audacity to smile, maybe the blood spilling from her mouth wasn't enough. I turn my heel and start walking away, by now the whole school had already started filming and whispering amongst themselves
...and I had one taught on my mind, why the hell did I do that?.300+ reads...I'm crying 😭😭
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