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There amidst where my heart was pumping so fast among all the anxiety and panic, the voice of Jun-su just making a formal initiation of the call was also so relieving. But for a few seconds, my mind went numb and I could not utter a word.
"Hey, Are you there?" Jun-su said reconfirming my presence on the call.
"Oh ya ya. I'm here".I said quite nervously.
I was in a dilemma of how to convey to him the situation on the call. I had a bundle of questions arising.
"Will it be awkward if I ask him to help? Should I convey it in the same way I am feeling or make it a little formal? What if he denies helping? Is it okay to ask for help for him for such a thing? I mean we are not that good friends but still what would he think of me? Being at a good position and acting like a coward for such a thing?".
All such multiple questions arose and made a mess in my head in just a few moments. You can feel it right.
Our head and mind can create more negative thoughts with even a pace more speedy than the motion of air in a quantum of time.
"Hey, It seems there is something you wanna say but finding words suitable for its conveyance. Look!! It's fine to say it out without much pondering over the thoughts. I can understand!!".This line made me a little comfortable.
I started."Actually today when I returned home as usual I found the room was turned up into the mess". I said calmed down my mind and keeping the conversation brief and to the point so that he could know whether he could help or not without wasting both of our time.
"Oh!! Got ya!!" It might be that cat Young-Mi!!".He signed with a mild laugh.
"Hey ya I also had that thought for a moment but!!".I stopped.
A voice came over the call again "But what ?".He signed.
"It seems more bitter and messed up though". I replied.
"Oh so now ?".He replied with a bit of confusion.
"Can you come over to help if you have got the time?".I asked.
There was a silence for a quite few moments.
"Amm!! Sorry to say Yoong Mi!! I am swamped right now with a client and came to take your call out of the conference call as you called for the first time in these three months suddenly in all this while and I thought it might be something urgent and it seems it is. But I am occupied here for an hour. Can you wait for an hour? I will come over and we will look into it together".He answered.
"Ya ok, no worries, "I replied. And we cut the call.
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Though he offered help but my anxiety was still taking over me. Yes, this was the bitter truth of the world. People could be polite and offer help but they always don't turn up for it. It was just an initiation point of making us know that you please help yourself.
It was true too at a point. Even our parents cannot help us at a point in time. We have to grow by ourselves, learning from the experiences we get in life.
So, the first thought I had was to turn on the music. Music was my doctor and the point of escape for every single problem of mine.
I went to my speakers and connected my mobile with it by Bluetooth. I turned on "BTS-I can make it right". The words started making me calm as always. Then I turned back towards my sofa.
I sat calmly and started to think of a solution to get myself out of this. I then decided to clean up the mess first and then think about anything and any situation.
I went to the kitchen and took the wiping mob and stuff out. And started with picking up the messy food items.
The music is on and I am wiping my floor and the other stuff. It took me almost one hour to complete the clean-up. "Woah!!.I am exhausted now".
I went to the living room and threw myself on the cozy sofa. Haha!! Yes cozy.When you are tired everything feels cozy when you wanna rest. I stretched out my legs and I could feel the pain of wearing the heels and this cleaning job.
"Hmm! Let me take a shower first!! Hot water!! Wow what else can relieve me!!".
Then I took my clothes from the wardrobe and went for a shower. I turned on the music louder.
It is a different kind of joy when you can sing it songs in the shower. You may agree or not but this is my kinda style.
I removed my clothes and turned on the hot water shower. I was singing "Wings-BTS". Almost dancing within the shower and moving the body in sync with the music.
And suddenly the doorbell rang.Ting-Tong.Ting-Tong.Ya, it's a normal bell and I am no different.
What did you expect a BTS song here too?. Amm. Well, that's a nice idea. I will do it this weekend.
Oh wow!! I am so intelligent I have made my weekend plan right away.
Oh God Me and my thoughts converse with each other in this way. Again the doorbell rang twice.
Oh shit, I have to go out wrapped up and see who is it. I turned off the shower. Tighten its grip and wrapped the bathrobe around and pulled out my slippers and wore it and started heading towards my passage.
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I got my hands on the lock and opened the door. I was a bit surprised to see the person.
Well, this is all for this chapter!!.. Ya I know you might be curious to know forward. Why not? all of us are!!. So come again to read again to satisfy your reading hunger. Thanks for reading this.Looking to update the other chapter soon. Stay tuned!!.
