The World of Tiny Tan

Chapter 5

Ae-cha's POV continued:

A sense of nervousness was flowing through my nerves. I could feel it flowing right from my brain to all the other parts of my body.

I could feel the anxiety warming up my blood all over myself. Suddenly the mind goes numb.

This happens when you are exaggerating over small things for a long time and then after a certain period there comes a stage where instead of your mind having lots of thoughts, the mind just chooses some another way and it just stops reacting to anything at all.

That stage can be more frightening to someone but at the same time, it can be a sense of relief too!!

From just overflowing your mind with countless insensible stuff it should go numb for some time.

It happens to some when they face a car while they may be crossing. Suddenly a car comes and their mind chokes and they cannot react to it and as a result of that, they just get stiff at that place and watch the car hitting them.

While for someone it could be the state of mind when they can't perform any activity in exams and so on.

Well in the same way my mind had gone absolute vacant just like a black hole in the universe.

While I was still moving my head in every direction without having a sense of what was I looking for, a sudden burst of voice came from behind and I just got lightning struck by its sound.

"Booo". The group of sounds shouted.

I turned myself towards the direction of the voice with my eyes closed. I wished to God to give me strength whatever be the situations or circumstances.

"Hey !! Come on open your eyes Ae-Cha!! Did u think just you can surprise us?".

The voice felt familiar.

"Obviously why won't it be. It was Yoona's voice." My heart whispered to me.

All the anxiety went away in few moments.

I opened my eyelids with a gentle blink. I was not afraid anymore.

As I blinked twice I realized it was his whole family smiling looking at me. His mom, his dad, and his elder brother are all looking at each other and giggling.

After a moment I giggled too. I realized it was such a coward of me to think so pessimistically.

But you would agree to this that the human mind has that nature to look at the worst side of any situation it faces.

Being highly motivated and optimistic is a state of mind for which you have to train your mind.

Whenever the old habit of us pops up it has to be given a gentle reminder to be positive in that circumstance. It requires the constant attention of yourself on your thoughts and then it becomes a part of you.

So I was also struggling in that phase.

Yoona took me to their house inside for the last snacks we were to have.

As I entered the house, all the memories arouse in my head looking at each corner as to how we spent time and had cherishing moments together.

I was going to desperately miss him and his company. But that's the secondary matter, all I want to do now is to enjoy the moment and live the present make it to the best so that whenever I relive them I can be happier and smiling.

We all had some chitchat over a cup of milkshake and some snacks. And at last, I gifted him the frame I had bought.

He was blooming with happiness looking at the frame.