The Beginning After the End

Voices that drown in silence

This chapter is for Bisexual visibility day, I hope all y'all bi bbys keep doing you and I hope you are as proud of yourself as I am of you, y'all are so tough, you can do anything 😘
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Irenes POV:

I woke up with the weight of Tams head on my chest, I smiled seeing her baby face laying there peacefully, but soon my brain was over run with stress and anxiety about today, I took my phone to check the time "SHIT its 9:00" I thought to myself, then I rushed off the couch and took my shirt off while running to our room, because of my jerky movements from waking up, I woke Tam up and she groggily sat upright on the couch and said "babe, what are you doing?" rubbing her eyes sleepily, "Tam its 9, I'm fucking late for the book signing" I said panicked, suddenly the lack of sleep once shown in her eyes vanished as she opened them wide and responded "FUCK! 9 already?" , "Ya" I said, "so I was just about to hop in the shower", "babe I'm so sorry" she said in an apologetic tone, "I was supposed to set an alarm and I completely forgot, lo siento guapa, lo siento MUCHO, Perdóname por favor", "hmmm" I said pretending to think about it "baaabeeee" she said needily, "yes Tam of course, I forgive you, plus I fell asleep before you", "true, thanks love" she said, " but now I really really have to go shower Tam" I responded, "oh ya for sure, go, go, go babe" she said", "thanks love" I said in return , and with that my already half naked self ran to the room to get in a quick shower. I took the fastest shower I have probably taken in my whole life, I was moving so fast I could barely even tell what I was doing with my own hands, but never the less I got done in about 5 minutes, I put on a dress from the bershka collection and rushed out into the living room, "bye babe see you at the celebration tonight" I said as I speed walked through the room grabbing my keys, "see you tonight beautiful, I love you" she said, "I love you too" I responded before shutting the already half open door.

Tams POV:
Irene was in a huge hurry this morning and I couldn't blame her, the same thing would happen to me if I were late to my first book's book signing, but I couldn't help but feel a little overseen. I mean ya, I know logically that there was no time for cuddles this morning but I was feeling particularly needy today. "God I'm a simp for that girl" I thought to myself laughing a little as a movie of memories came over me, I smiled thinking about everything that's happened in these last years, and if it weren't for Irene none of it would have been any good. Sure there were bad parts but.... I will always be thankful for having watched SKAM, seeing Irene on the tv and saying to my freind "I like the blonde one", for receiving the part of Joana and getting to act next to this amazing woman, and most of all... for meeting her, in such a short time span she had turned from a stranger to the love of my life, and no matter how many times my brain tried to forget, erase, or shove that down, my heart knew it all along. I picked up Hades and said "if it were up to me I'd marry mommy right row" then I kissed her on the head, all she did was look at me with her cute and pondering eyes, but that was enough to spark an idea in my head, one that I knew couldn't be erased. I mean we had already had all the hard talks about kids and getting married, fuck I called her "wife" for god sakes. She made me the happiest woman alive day in and day out, and I wanted to spend every second, of every hour, of every single one, of the 365 days in a year, showing her how much I love her.... "I'm gonna propose" I thought..... "holy shit, I'm gonna propose🤭".

One thing was for sure, I had a lot to do before the book launching party tonight, but luckily that didn't start until 12:00am so I had some time. Without waisting another moment I ran out the door. When I got to the curb I quickly called an Uber, and while waiting I took a minute to organize my scatter brained thoughts. I thought of everything I needed to get, a suit or nice clothes of some kind, like 3 dozen roses, chocolates (duh🙄), and most importantly the ring (, although I had already given my ring to her as a promise ring, she needs something a lot more substantial for the real deal). When the Uber arrived I told him to take me to the market, there I bought 3 dozen roses, I then went to "Cacoa Sampaka Madrid" to get some of the finest chocolates I knew, then it was off to "Suit supply Madrid" to buy some nice clothes for the event, and finally "White Flash" jewelers. There I bought the most gorgeous ring I had ever seen, it was still only 1- 100th as beautiful as Irene but it was truly something to feast your eyes upon, it was a 14k white gold engagement ring, with rose gold accents.