Bad Boy Fell Hard |✔

Chapter 38

"So how was your romantic walk with Ryder?" Pat asks while packing some of her stuff into her duffel bag.

After the hiking, we all headed back to the cabin house to freshen up and prepare for the beach. We were leaving in the next thirty minutes and I was in Pat's room helping her to pack, she wanted to take many things to the beach which were very irrelevant. Like why do you need an extra pair of bikinis?

"It wasn't romantic but it was cool." I say, smiling. I feel the blood rush to my cheeks as they turn pink or red, I don't know. God, what has that guy done to me? Since when do I blush?

"Awwww... she is blushing." Pat coos as she walks up to me and pinches my cheek, "Are you guys like a thing now?" she asks

"Honestly, I don't really know." I shrug. Though we have had like two make out sessions and some almost-intimate times, I don't know if we a thing or not. He hasn't popped out the question yet.

"Do you really want this?" Pat asks with concern in her voice. She is probably concerned about the whole Seth past.

"I think so." I say. I think I'm ready for the move with him. I gotta move on. I have to start living in the present and forget the past as I await the future.

"Don't give me that shit of, 'I think so' and all that. It has to come straight from your heart if you want this or not." Pat says. My heart wants to be with Ryder for as long as forever and not get shattered. It wants a place to be and stay there forever.

"Yes, that's what my heart wants and what I want, to be with Ryder." I say with a smile.

"That's good if you really want this, we shall always support you but if he even thinks about breaking your heart, I'll cut off his balls and kill him." Pat says with seriousness in her voice.

"Thanks." I say as we head downstairs to meet the others,

"Let's go!!!!" Melisa yells while pointing outside. Someone's very excited.

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"You have a tattoo?" Amelia gasps as she stares down at my tattoo on my stomach, a rose tattoo. We are now in the changing rooms dressing up in our bikinis. The guys are already in the sand.

"Actually, I have tattoos." I say as I show her my other tattoo on my thigh and another on my upper arm. My parents don't even know I have tattoos, they would kill me.

"Damn girl!!! Bad ass." Lucy says while staring at my rose tattoo on my stomach.

"When did you get those?" Carol asks. "When I was learning some defense lessons, Tyler and I decided to get the tattoos." I say as I recall the memory. Tyler got more tattoos than I did. He didn't mind the idea that I wanted to get one, he just agreed. Tyler actually looked like a Justin Bieber with all those tattoos.

"Do your parents know you have the tattoos?" Pat asks

"No." I say in a 'duh' voice. It's like asking Anastasia Grey from Fifty Shades if her parents have watched the movie she acted in. That wouldn't be something parents would be pleased to hear or see.

"Ryder won't be able to take his eyes off of you." Melisa says and I roll my eyes at her. What does that have to do anything? He might actually lose interest in me, I mean who likes girl with tattoos. It creeps out most guys to be honest.

I put on my beach shorts and a denim shirt on top of my purple bikini as I follow the girls and head to the beach.

"Who wants to build a sand castle with me?" Jason asks.

"Nobody!" Amelia yells scowling at him. Their relationship is so weird, confusing and funny.

"You're so mean." Jason says while sticking out his tongue at Amelia who does the same.