Running from The Past

Her

"Violet!" I heard a scream shout out after me as I continued walking. "Violet wait up!" I soon was stopped by Dallas in front of me holding my shoulders.
"Let me go." I demanded.
"Violet, I'm sorry. Okay? I didn't mean any of that back there, that's not me."
"Dallas, I don't want to hear your excuses," I pushed him away and began walking with him trailing behind. "I've grown up, I know better now to not let an immature hood come in and ruin my life."
"Dallas!" I heard a girl scream after him from down the street.
"And I see you're not too heart broken without me." I nodded to the girl assuming it was Sylvia. Before he could say anything I walked away not looking back.

*Flashback*

 I ran into the street in the pouring rain, my heart ached in pain when I got that letter.

Dear Violet,

Its been a year since the last time I've seen you, and I feel myself missing you more each day. I wish I wasn't such a fool to have not noticed you were in so much pain being with him. I saw how your face looked tired more everyday as you said things you needed to hear to him. I wish I was older, that way you could love me like you did Dallas, or care for me like Sodapop. You probably only see me as a kid brother, but I see you as so much more. You're the thing I care about the most now, I love you Clara. Dallas has gone almost insane without you. He doesn't show it, but I can just tell. When I see Dallas, it's like seeing a ghost from the past. It's almost like the day Sara died. I don't know whats happened between you two, but whatever it is, I hope one day you can find peace of mind.

                                                                                                 Love, Ponyboy Curtis

I cried in pain as I felt myself falling to pieces. I can still see Dallas' face in flashbacks, and Ponyboys bright eyes in the school hallways. I would do anything to see everyone's face again. I'd do anything to feel the way I did with Dallas that night.

  I felt a warm hand rest on my shoulder as I looked up into the sweetest brown eyes.

*End of Flashback*

I put down the phone and walked to one of my packed boxes. I opened up the brown box and picked up the framed photo of James. I walked over to my old nightstand, untouched since I've left. I took the photo of the cold brown eyed boy and placed it in the drawer as I placed the new photo on the stand. I was going to do anything to not feel the way I did four years ago again. I was going to live out my life with James when he comes to Tulsa.

A/N

Hey guys! Sorry I haven't been on in FOREVER! As most of you know, I'm in the process of moving and I'm currently leaving the state I'm in tomorrow night. If I don't feel to car sick, I'll write while I'm on the road. 

Oh and the charactor James is played by Johnny Depp in the form of his character in the original Nightmare On Elm St.

Things are going to get intense and dramatic the rest of the book, just warning you guys XD! It'll probably end up being very long too for what I have planned out because I don't exactly want to start a third book, because I have a whole other idea for a trilogy to this series. So yea, there probably will be a third book after Ifinish my other fanfiction (Still Outsiders/Matt Dillon/80's related). There's already two chapters up of it if you check it out in my current works page. I thought I could do two books at the same time, but once I get passionate about one thing, I devote all my time to it XD. So go check out that current book(Lost in Loosing Yourself) and leave reviews and ideas please :) I'll be posting a lot more on here too!