I just heard you found the one you've been looking
I wish I would have known that wasn't me
'Cause even after all this time I still wonder
Why I can't move on, just the way you did so easily
This story is all about Jeon Jungkook of Bangtan and Lalis...
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Third Person
After the incident in the recording room, Lisa and Hanbin didn't have their chance to meet again. It's not that they meant to do it but it's just because of their hectic schedule and different duties. But they still exchange text messages and conversation in their media accounts.
That day Lisa decided not to tell to her Unnies what happen to them, she doesn't have any intention to hide it to them forever, she just wait for the perfect time. She know that they will not going to judge her, she just don't have any strength to tell it.
It's been a week since JK and Lisa saw each other. They just have their conversation thru facetime. Lisa admits that she feel guilty from what she did. She can't deny that she cheats, and she didn't have any plan to do the same mistake to him. She asks herself about this, she questioned herself many times for what she really feels.
JK makes her feel happy, he helps her to hide from their hell-industry for a while, he helps her to forget all of her burden, and he makes her to feel just a normal Thai Girl who once live without worries. She misses those feeling when she was a kid, when she can freely walk to the street, she can eat anywhere she wants, and when dancing was just her hobby and not her job. She can say that JK is her biggest escaped.
While Hanbin helps her to face all of her problems and burdens, he helps her to walk with her chinned-up even though the world keeps on dragging her down, he helps her to remember what and why she chooses this kind of world, he helps her to feel comfortable and safe in this darkness. It makes her realize that it's not always bad to stay in darkness, that it's good to see nothing, that it's good to fight her own self alone, that sometimes we should not try to run and escape from the darkness, and it's better to enjoy the blindness in everything and wait for the light to come to her on its own.
She questioned herself again, is it the one who helps her to feel free or the one who helps her to feel not alone in the darkness? She's still confused about what she really feels for Hanbin, did she love him? Or she's just grateful to have him from his side for a long time.
She knows that she really love JK, she really did. They just met and she knows it but when he confesses his love to her, she knew that she has to keep him forever. She knew that he will be her euphoria and she's not wrong with that. In a little amount of time together, he never fails to make her feel special and loved. So she chooses him, she chooses JK and she made a promise that she will never give him a reason to leave her. She needs him, she needs her biggest escaped in this harsh world of them.
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JK's
In just an hour, we will welcome another year in our life. 2019 is coming, what will be going to happen this year, we don't know.
